Jasmine Ng 黄凤霖

2010-07-14T17:01:00.001-07:00

Moved to my tumblr :D decided to just use one to update (:

2010-06-05T04:03:00.000-07:00

On my way to meet johnnies for class dinnner :D is been so long since I am meeting them for dinner! Sorry Johnnies ): but I am excitied about our dinner later :D come to think about it, I am really glad to know this group of friends. They are awesome! (: I know them for going four years and time really flies fast. Awesome Johnnies :D haha.
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common test is just next week and I am totally not prepared. I don't understand a single thing about my core modules and this really sucks ): gotta chiong and meet lecturer for consultation. Really hope I do well. I don't wanna get any 'D' if not I have to stop ultimate frisbee ): I can't imagine not playing ultimate for one sem! And Summer League is just next week. I want to perform well! I don't want to be a burden to my team. NO DROPS, NO MISTHROWS! going to give my 100% for every match.

2010-05-19T20:38:00.000-07:00

2 more weeks to Common Test. i must not slack anymore! :D time to chiong my studies (:

2010-05-12T20:43:00.000-07:00

finally feel like updating my blog but i don't know what to update. recently been going to town to fix my phone and THEY EXCHANGE A NEW ONE FOR ME :D haha. now my phone is super brand new with no scratches :D haha. super happpy! been teaching the new intakes during training and is quite happy to see so many people interested in ultimate frisbee :D and is super happpy to see 80plus people on the field for training.

TODAY IS THURSDAY! THE WORST DAY OF MY WEEK I HATE MOST! lesson from 8 to 6pm :( where others end super early. but after that i got training! :D the only thing i look forward every thursday! :D thursday is the day that i stayed in school the longest hour. from 8am to 8pm.
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if only you know. "Can we pretend that airplanes in the night sky are like shooting stars, I could really use a wish right now"

2010-05-05T07:10:00.000-07:00

Teen Games over, up next is Summer League (: COME ON, JASMINE. YOU GOT TO BUCK UP! YOU GOT TO IMPROVE! recently training the new freshies (: feels so happy that so many freshies are there for training :D really hope all of them will stay! and i am looking forward to our new jersey! :D
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phone spoil :( what is happening? need to go repair my phone. he is just less than 6months old. and i already have to go and send to repair. so irritating.
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PATRICK SUPER CUTE :D

i want to but i can't. i hope you know is you, but i just can't freaking say it out. face it, let it go and give up. nothing will happen, it will just be back to how it was last time.

2010-04-20T22:42:00.000-07:00

School started :( class was not bad though, managed to know people in class and got a few last sem classmates :D help out at CCA Fiesta for two days and we got 239 people signed up for ULTIMATE FRISBEE :D i really hoped those people will stayed! :D monday training was tiring, 3 sets of PT and running sucide :( reached home quite late and couldn't wake up for my morning lesson the next day :P

MOVING HOUSE THIS SUNDAY :( MY GOSH, CAN I DON'T MOVE HOUSE :( BUT GOOOD THINGS ABOUT MOVING HOUSE TO MY AUNT'S PLACE ARE I CAN SAVE MONEY NOW CAUSE MY AUNT EVERYDAY COOK DINNER! AND I CAN MEET JEI OFTEN FOR TAU HUAY AND ALSO I AM GOING TO BRING MY BROTHER THERE TO TRY! (: AND AND I CAN MEET SINYEE THEY ALL EASIER SINCE THEY ARE IN RP :D HAHA.

God Will Make A Way

2010-04-15T10:09:00.001-07:00

God will make a way
Where there seems to be no way
He works in ways we cannot see
He will make a way for me
He will be my guide
Hold me closely to His side
With love and strength
For each new day
He will make a way
He will make a way

I believe that He has His own reason why things are happening like that (:

2010-04-04T08:58:00.000-07:00

I DON'T WANNA MOVE HOUSE! I DON'T WANNA MOVE TO WOODLANDS, IS SO FAR FROM NGEE ANN :( I HATE MOVING HOUSE. STAYING AT WOODLANDS FOR FIVE MONTHS, I HAVE TO MOVE TO OTHER PLACE AGAIN. I HATE IT :( I WANT MY BUKIT PANJANG HOUSE BACK.

IVP (:

2010-03-31T05:40:00.001-07:00

IVP just over last week. Lost to NYP and SMU(during plates final), won RJC and NTU. Though we lost to SMU, but I believe we did our best when we are playing against them (: NPU FTW :D haha. Didn't really play well for the day. Cuts was not there, catchable disc yet I didn't manage to catch. We are going back next year to play again, and not going to make the same mistake again! (: after IVP, went to NYNY for team dinner with NPU, had a great time there but was super tired after IVP esp when I only had three hours of sleep the day before. Reached home and straight went to sleep after packing my stuffs.
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Come back, will you? But I doubt you will know I am talking about you.

NPU (:

2010-03-20T09:00:00.000-07:00

COME ON NPU! WE KNOW WE CAN DO BETTER THAN THIS. LET TODAY'S MATCH BE A REFLECTION FOR US TO DO BETTER NEXT WEEK! (: THIS TWO WEEKS ARE THE DAYS WHEN WE ARE TRAINING SO HARD FOR. LET'S GO NPU :D
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i have to stop thinking on how badly i played today and do better next week. NO MORE DROPS, NO MISTHROW, GIVE CUTS! constantly reminding myself. slept from 7pm till 11pm just now, i wonder if i am able to sleep later though. family still haven reach home from malaysia :( and they are eating goood fooods there! but i don't regret not going to malaysia with them cause of ivp :D
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2010-03-16T23:25:00.001-07:00

2010-03-16T22:19:00.000-07:00

SKYLAR! :D thanks for the awesome time throughout winter league. first time join winter league and met this awesome group. thanks captains for guiding us throughout the whole thing. did learn quite a number of things and was really surprised that our group can bond esp with patrick and robin :D
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2010-02-20T06:16:00.000-08:00

i still randomly think of you and our past. how we used to be super super close till people will ask me where are you when you are not around. we used to be talking full of craps on the phone. you always nagged at me when i spent my time watching taiwan dramas. you used to be the one who will can read my mind whenever i thought of something, you used to be the one who i cared most last time. those days when we just hang around and chit chat. those days was awesome! we even said that we will be _____ forever. but now, is different. i am being replaced by someone now. who is much closer to you, who can understand you, who seldom quarrel with you. but just to tell you, i miss you, BEST FRIEND. though you don't know, but i still cherish those times i had with you and is always good memories which makes me smile when i thought of it.

indeeed, you can have many friends, but best friend is only for one particular person.

CNY :D

2010-02-17T22:31:00.000-08:00

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR :D hahaha, somehow got the time to blog about cny :D
first day of CNY: went to church for service. after that went over to my mom's side to bai nian :D after that went over to my grandma's house to bai nian with my dad's side relative. nothing to do at my grandma's house, but instead i fall asleep at my grandma's house when most of my relative left. at night, my bro's friends come over to our house and play poker :D

second day of CNY: woke up by my mom's call. prepare myself and went over to my mom's aunt's house for lunch and lion dance :D haha, then went over to my grandma's house again as my malaysia relative came over. as usual, was slacking till 7plus, went over to my aunt's house for dinner and lao yu seng :D haha. then went to friend's house for mahjong! :D reached home at 4am. haha.

lion dance :D

third day of CNY: NPU CNY HOUSE VISITATION! woke up late :P was supposed to meet them at 10am but i woke up at 10.10am. prepare myself and took cab down to Junkai's house. play mahjong at his house till 12 plus. then we went over to Joseph's house. but he said can't gamble at his house so no one play cards. so we ate our lunch there and chit chat till 3plus. went over to my house to play. was playing asshole dai di with ivan, weixun, aaron, hui xian and angella. the rest play blackjack at the other side. haha. next stop was supposed to go angella's house. but i didn't go as my bro wants me to go for family dinner at sushi tei and lucky i go :D all the good foods and had a great session with my mom's side family! :D went home after that.

had fever yesterday when i woke up :( was feeling damn terrible yesterday night when i was sleeping. keep waking up in the middle of the night. luckily now i am feeling better. think my fever is gone :D okay, back to study now :(

npu girls who were at Joseph's house.

see Wenjie who is behind. he is trying to be in every picture Angella take.

those people who turned up at Joseph's house.

Second shot :D

the four of us.

for once, i feel tall standing beside HuiXian. hah.

Me and my brother :D

TRAINING :D

2010-02-11T16:53:00.000-08:00

woke up at 9.45am when lessons starts at 9am yesterday -.- went school for EG2 lecture only and pizza hut with classmates! was a funny session with them as we are talking about CNY! :D i can't wait for CNY TO COME :D third day of CNY will be going out with NPU PEOPLE to house visitation! i can't wait for that day to come! :D went home after lunch to get my boots because i didn't read the messae clearly that Bugger send me :( TRAINING WAS AWESOME :D was handler for a few points, did quite okay but still can't throw under stress when they throw wall against us. but drop one disc and misthrow one. totally sian about it. but overall, performance was still okay only for training yesterday. I KNOW WE CAN DEFINITELY DO BETTER THAN THIS :D LET'S GO NPU! :D
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i am tired having only four hours of sleep :( done with business finance quiz. going to JP to meet Bugger, Ivan, Weixun and Oxy for some last minute shopping :D

Skylar Outing (:

2010-02-07T06:39:00.000-08:00

SKYLAR (:

just realised i forget to update about skylar outing. went out with skylar on tuesday. me and oxy ended quite early, so we decided to go mambo to play pool for one hour then went to meet most of them at somerset mrt and walk to Cairnhill place for Sakura Internation Buffet. had a great time there :D the first thing we do when we reached there was to chiong for food. haha, play zhong ji mi ma as we can't finish the food that we take. had some funny talks and awesome magic tricks by Kenneth too! after dinner, went home straight (:
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Had morning breakfast with JOHNNIES today! :D was supposed to meet them at 7am but i woke up at 7.15am! rush everything and took cab down. chit chatting and celebrated Geraldine and Kenneth's birthday in advance :D peixun and went to sengkang for winter league. CRAP! i didn't play well today. was not really happy with my performance. after our match, went to float for A8 with Joleen. managed to D one disc, although my performance as a floater was just okay okay, but still, i can do better :( shall do my best for the rest of the league matches :D and today i had a great talk with Joleen man. we are best friend right? but only for today! hahaha. then had dinner with Oxy, Xiaolun, Joleen and some nyp people and home after that :D
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"If you want the rainbow, you must first put up with the rain.", "Love is like a rainbow, we never know where is the ending, however, it do disappear". haha, being random now. okay i shall go and sleeep soon.
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oh anyway, GOOD LUCK TO JULIA BUGGER and ROO WL BUDDY for tomorrow exam/test :D

2010-02-05T01:07:00.000-08:00

I decided to update my blog now cause I am damn bored in school now while waiting for shiquan to end his paper and town with him and jei to shop for my cny clothes :D finally got the money to shop. Haha. Yesterday training was good :D we managed to score quite a lot but is also for the first match against the guys, we are always on offence. Dropped quite a few, misthrow and didn't cut properly ): After that had dinner at market and went home. Did my business finance project till I keep falling asleep. Lucky my friend call me, if not I will just sleep all the way. Thanks yo :D
Business finance presentation was still okay (: can still
answer the questions that the lecturer asked. Hopefully can get good marks.
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update more when I reached home later :D

2010-02-01T07:04:00.000-08:00

IVP CONFIRMED! 20th and 27th March! :D LET'S GO NPU!
got no school today, cause i decided to not to go for tennis. had lunch with my aunt, uncle and brother then went school for training :D today was kind of off-form for me. drop like 3 endzone discs! misthrow around 2 discs. for 20+ points, i only managed to catch two endzone discs, one assist and one D. but today's training was quite nice, cause five girls VS five guys. nice training. haha. had dinner and back home :D i want my leg faster recover!!!!! is damn sucky when i run but my leg hurts :(
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i am trying hard but still can't.

2010-01-24T07:41:00.000-08:00

Trainings: was quite okay, and managed to put a two to three nice forehand put to ivan and aaron. for thursday training. but after that, wasn't really performing. saturday training was damn crazy, the weather is damn hot and we salvage before enna and roo came. but afterall was still quite okay. and i had my first layout ever :D happpy.

Winter League: today our group was quite low :( quite a number of people didn't come also. but i was still doing okay, but can improve more and do better. jiayou :D

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freak, i feel so super dumb now. whatever you said last time was bullshit. seriously, get out of my life.

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anyway, thanks to PIG who talked to me and cheered me up. and stop talking about all the malu stuffs :( haha, i feel so paiseh now can? stop being such a pig :P haha. but really thanks. i think through and make a decision already. i guess you know what is the decision? haha, and i bet you know who you are! :D hahaha.

thanks to Awesome Friend and Good Friend who were there for me those few days. i really appreciated that, though you guys might think you didn't do much, but being there for me was really good enough. thanks :D

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i need to go and sleep soon! feel so tired this few days.

That's why you go away

2010-01-19T08:25:00.000-08:00

Baby won't you tell me why
There is sadness in your eyes
I don't wanna say goodbye to you
Love is one big illusion I should try to forget
But there is something left in my head
You're the one who set it up
Now you're the one to make it stop
I'm the one who's feeling lost right now
Now I want me to forget
Every little thing you said
But there is something left in my head

*I won't forget the way you're kissing
The feeling so strong we're lasting for so long
But I'm not the man your heart in missing
That's why you go away I know
You were never satified not matter how I tried
Now you wanna say goodbye to me
Love is one big illusion I shuold try to forget
But there is something left in my head
(repeat*)

Sitting here all alone in the middle of nowhere
Don't know which way to go
There ain't so much to say now between us
There ain't so much for you
There ain't so much for me anymore
(repeat*)

That's you go away I know

2010-01-17T19:36:00.000-08:00

Don't Go Away. from the girl's eyes, can see the sadness in it.
i miss the "duck" ringtone. all i hope that all this was a dream. but apparently, is not and i am trying to lie to myself it is. is time to wake up, Jasmine.

2010-01-12T08:05:00.000-08:00

Decided to update my blog as i don't feel like studying anymore.
last week and this week is so so sucky :( although this week is only tuesday. but is still so sucky till now. i can't imagine how bad it was that i almost break down. but thanks to friends and you who are with me throughout these days. i believe tomorrow will be better! (:

anyway, sorry to Skylar that i didn't play well on sunday. yea i know i did write on facebook and twitter. but i still feel bad. will work harder to play well for the rest of the league (: LET'S GO SKYLAR!

Happy Belated Birthday to my Mother! Wenhan, Joel and Gabriel whose birthday falls on 10th Jan. and Happy Birthday to Philzaa and Wanlin whose birthday falls on today(13/01) :D
may your wish come true and enjoy your day! (:

i want you back can? but i know is impossible. if only you know i am talking about you. this totally sucks :(
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ah, problem after one another. sucks to the max! totally -.-
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Would you rather be the best player on a losing team or the worst player on a winning team? Why?

2010-01-07T20:03:00.000-08:00

HELLO! decided to update my blog when i am at ULTIMATE FRISBEE BOOTH! must come and support and play the games :D i am so bored here now cause no one comes :( sad.

NPU! :D must come suppport! :D
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had dinner with npu people at MadJack yesterday. had a great time there. chit chatting and laughing throughout the dinner! :D great time with them, pictures will be uploaded soon.
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THANKS TO FRIEND WHO CHEER ME YESTERDAY BY NOT ASKING ME WHAT HAPPEN AND INSTEAD, SEND ME A FEW PICTURES AND JOKES TO MAKE ME SMILE. THANKS A LOT! ask me to wait and suddenly send me a few pictures. was kinda shock when you send me but thanks! :D was happy to have you as my friend! okay, i think you know who you are if you are reading my blog. haha.
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WHY? WHAT? HOW COME? :(

Faith

2010-01-04T21:37:00.000-08:00

nice story that i qoute from Iris's blog. a very good story which enlighted me and make me realised that my faith recently is definitely not there :(

A science professor begins his school year with a lecture to the students, “Let me explain the problem science has with religion.” The atheist professor of philosophy pauses before his class and then asks one of his new students to stand. “You’re a Christian, aren’t you, son?” “Yes sir,” the student says. “So you believe in God?” “Absolutely.” “Is God good?” “Sure! God’s good.” “Is God all-powerful? Can God do anything?” “Yes.” “Are you good or evil?” “The Bible says I’m evil.” The professor grins knowingly. “Aha! The Bible!” He considers for a moment. “Here’s one for you. Let’s say there’s a sick person over here and you can cure him. You can do it. Would you help him? Would you try?” “Yes sir, I would.” “So you’re good…!” “I wouldn’t say that.” “But why not say that? You’d help a sick and maimed person if you could. Most of us would if we could. But God doesn’t.” The student does not answer, so the professor continues. “He doesn’t, does he? My brother was a Christian who died of cancer, even though he prayed to Jesus to heal him. How is this Jesus good? Hmmm? Can you answer that one?” The student remains silent. “No, you can’t, can you?” the professor says. He takes a sip of water from a glass on his desk to give the student time to relax. “Let’s start again, young fella. Is God good?” “Er…yes,” the student says. “Is Satan good?” The student doesn’t hesitate on this one. “No.” “Then where does Satan come from?” The student falters. “From God” “That’s right. God made Satan, didn’t he? Tell me, son. Is there evil in this world?” “Yes, sir.” “Evil’s everywhere, isn’t it? And God did make everything, correct?” “Yes.” “So who created evil?” The professor continued, “If God created everything, then God created evil, since evil exists, and according to the principle that our works define who we are, then God is evil.” Again, the student has no answer. “Is there sickness? Immorality? Hatred? Ugliness? All these terrible things, do they exist in this world?” The student squirms on his feet. “Yes.” “So who created them?” The student does not answer again, so the professor repeats his question. “Who created them?” There is still no answer. Suddenly the lecturer breaks away to pace in front of the classroom. The class is mesmerized. “Tell me,” he continues onto another student. “Do you believe in Jesus Christ, son?” The student’s voice betrays him and cracks. “Yes, professor, I do.” The old man stops pacing. “Science says you have five senses you use to identify and observe the world around you. Have you ever seen Jesus?” “No sir. I’ve never seen Him.” “Then tell us if you’ve ever heard your Jesus?” “No, sir, I have not.” “Have you ever felt your Jesus, tasted your Jesus or smelt your Jesus? Have you ever had any sensory perception of Jesus Christ, or God for that matter?” “No, sir, I’m afraid I haven’t.” “Yet you still believe in him?” “Yes.” “According to the rules of empirical, testable, demonstrable protocol, science says your God doesn’t exist. What do you say to that, son?” “Nothing,” the student replies. “I only have my faith.” “Yes, faith,” the professor repeats. “And that is the problem science has with God. There is no evidence, only faith.” The student stands quietly for a moment, before asking a question of His own. “Professor, is there such thing as heat?” “Yes,” the professor replies. “There’s heat.” “And is there such a thing as cold?” “Yes, son, there’s cold too.” “No sir, there isn’t.” The professor turns to face the student, obviously interested. The room suddenly becomes very quiet. The student begins to explain. “You can have lots of heat, even more heat, super-heat, mega-heat, unlimited heat, white heat, a little heat or no heat, but we don’t have anything called ‘cold’. We can hit up to 458 degrees below zero, which is no heat, but we can’t go any further after that. There is no such thing as cold; otherwise we would be able to go colder than the lowest -458 degrees.” “Every body or object is susceptible to study when it has or transmits energy, and heat is what makes a body or matter have or transmit energy. Absolute zero (-458 F) is the total absence of heat. You see, sir, cold is only a word we use to describe the absence of heat. We cannot measure cold. Heat we can measure in thermal units because heat is energy. Cold is not the opposite of heat, sir, just the absence of it.” Silence across the room. A pen drops somewhere in the classroom, sounding like a hammer. “What about darkness, professor. Is there such a thing as darkness?” “Yes,” the professor replies without hesitation. “What is night if it isn’t darkness?” “You’re wrong again, sir. Darkness is not something; it is the absence of something. You can have low light, normal light, bright light, flashing light, but if you have no light constantly you have nothing and it’s called darkness, isn’t it? That’s the meaning we use to define the word.” “In reality, darkness isn’t. If it were, you would be able to make darkness darker, wouldn’t you?” The professor begins to smile at the student in front of him. This will be a good semester. “So what point are you making, young man?” “Yes, professor. My point is, your philosophical premise is flawed to start with, and so your conclusion must also be flawed.” The professor’s face cannot hide his surprise this time. “Flawed? Can you explain how?” “You are working on the premise of duality,” the student explains. “You argue that there is life and then there’s death; a good God and a bad God. You are viewing the concept of God as something finite, something we can measure. Sir, science can’t even explain a thought.” “It uses electricity and magnetism, but has never seen, much less fully understood either one. To view death as the opposite of life is to be ignorant of the fact that death cannot exist as a substantive thing. Death is not the opposite of life, just the absence of it.” “Now tell me, professor. Do you teach your students that they evolved from a monkey?” “If you are referring to the natural evolutionary process, young man, yes, of course I do.” “Have you ever observed evolution with your own eyes, sir?” The professor begins to shake his head, still smiling, as he realizes where the argument is going. A very good semester, indeed. “Since no one has ever observed the process of evolution at work and cannot even prove that this process is an on-going endeavor, are you not teaching your opinion, sir? Are you now not a scientist, but a preacher?” The class is in uproar. The student remains silent until the commotion has subsided. “To continue the point you were making earlier to the other student, let me give you an example of what I mean.” The student looks around the room. “Is there anyone in the class who has ever seen the professor’s brain?” The class breaks out into laughter. “Is there anyone here who has ever heard the professor’s brain, felt the professor’s brain, touched or smelt the professor’s brain? No one appears to have done so. So, according to the established rules of empirical, stable, demonstrable protocol, science says that you have no brain, with all due respect, sir.” “So if science says you have no brain, how can we trust your lectures, sir?” Now the room is silent. The professor just stares at the student, his face unreadable. Finally, after what seems an eternity, the old man answers. “I guess you’ll have to take them on faith.” “Now, you accept that there is faith, and, in fact, faith exists with life,” the student continues. “Now, sir, is there such a thing as evil?” Now uncertain, the professor responds, “Of course, there is. We see it everyday. It is in the daily example of man’s inhumanity to man. It is in the multitude of crime and violence everywhere in the world. These manifestations are nothing else but evil.” To this the student replied, “Evil does not exist sir, or at least it does not exist unto itself. Evil is simply the absence of God. It is just like darkness and cold, a word that man has created to describe the absence of God. God did not create evil. Evil is the result of what happens when man does not have God’s love present in his heart. It’s like the cold that comes when there is no heat or the darkness that comes when there is no light.” The professor sat down. This students statements are true, can you or can you not make night darker? Is it possible for it to get colder after absolute zero -458 degree’s F. Can you feel,taste,see,hear,or smell your brain, If anyone can contest this please do.

2010-01-03T21:23:00.000-08:00

FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL! :(
but luckily today my lesson is kind of slack. haha :D but still, i don't have to mood to start school. cause this means that exams are drawing near. worst still, exams week is one week after chinese new year. GREAT! damn sian can? is like Chinese New Year, you have to bring your books, calculator and pencil box around doing your work. seriously sucks to the max. Chinese New Year is supposed for me to enjoy. but i have to study. sian ttm X100000. but if i MANAGE to revise before CNY, then i might be able to slack for a while. (which is kind of impossible).

Winter League yesterday :D float for Daniel's team but didn't really play well due to not really feeling well. SORRY! :( so i rest a while before my match start. and did well for first half but not second half. i dropped like 3 endzone discs, drop one disc quite near to their endzone and i threw away one disc during the second half. two of the endzone discs, i pancake but still dropped. sigh, totally sian. next week, our team against Ben Ho's team. going to work harder, and MY BUDDY IS BACK!! :D yay yay yay! :D

okay, i shall go back and listen to my CATS lesson -.-

2010-01-01T05:38:00.000-08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR AND WELCOME 2010! :D

2009 was a weird year for me. many UPs and DOWNs.
in 2009,
i moved house.
i get to know Ultimate and joined NPU :D
i was in a POLY learning new things.
i spent lesser time with church friends. SORRY EVERYONE.
i joined Winter League and get to know more people playing Ultimate.
i changed class two times this year. get to know more people.

MY NEW YEAR RESOLUTION :
MOST IMPORTANTLY, START LISTENING IN CLASS AND STOP SLACKING! AND
learn to put God first.
play well in Ultimate!
start to manage my time well.
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LET'S GO NPU! :D

2009-12-28T22:49:00.000-08:00

*ignore the words* but look at the flower! is so nice can!! haha.

BLACK ROSES! this is super coool! but i think singapore quite rare to get one? i don't know.
okay, this post is just random! but yea, i suddenly want white or black roses. is so nice!! :D
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ANYWAY, HAPPY BIRTHDAY IDA!! not sure if you will get to see this blog. but still, happy birthday! haha :D faster come back okay? miss you alot :( and i miss your teaching! when you come back, we shall have a private tuition on book of Joshua okay okay? HAHAHA :D

JOHNNIES CAME TO MY HOUSE YESTERDAY!! haha, we had steamboat and sleepover! :D haha, very high and everyone stay awake till morning. but me, gladys, jiemin and quanmei did sleep for a while. LOL! had a great night with Johnnies and we gave IDA a surprise video call through skype! :D haha. and talked to her for one hour. is so cool! faster come back IDA! :D

okay, i only slept for three hours and i want to sleep real badly but can't :( i shall prepare my stuffs and get ready to go out to hospital :( God, please bless my Grandma. let her recover soon. i feel so heartpain seeing her suffering :( and BBQ later with NPU PEOPLE! (: update more soon (hopefully with pictures)
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thank you so much :D

2009-12-23T07:43:00.000-08:00

Thank You God :D
thank you for giving me the courage.
thank you for giving us a healthy body despite we always played in the rain.
thank you for letting me know that friends are there for me.
thank you for what you have plan for me.
thank you for the time when i sit down and have a quiet time with you.
thank you for him.
thank you for the love you have given everyone of us.
thank you for the match today. for us to gain experience and improve ourselves.
thank you for my family :D
thank you that my brother is so supportive of me :D
thank you for allowing me able to worship you and know you! :D
thank you for everything :D
I LOVE YOU :D
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haha, this is just one random post that i suddenly thought of. and i really want to Thank God :D
today match against TPU was a tough one. only four girls today and i played rabbit for most of the points. was abit tiring but is was rather fun playing rabbit. hahaha. we won the match. the score was 11-9 :D GOOD JOB NPU :D *three cheers for NPU!* haha. went to Lot One for dinner and i saw Green and Husband there! haha, is been a long time since i talked to Green :( sorry Green, i shall go and talk to you on Sunday okay? :D make sure you are free to talk to me uh! hahaha :D time to pack my bag for tomorrow's training and i should be going for carolling :D hahaha.
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Thank you! :D i hope you know is to you :P hahaha.

2009-12-17T20:42:00.000-08:00

HEY ANGELLA! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU! :D have fun at hokkaido. enjoy yourself there and don't miss us too much :P hahaha! shall see you when you are back. we will miss you when you are not around for trainings! haha.

2009-12-15T09:05:00.000-08:00

I LOVE THIS :D

THIS IS SO SWEEET! OMG! :D I LOVE THIS PHOTO TO THE MAX!!!!!! :D
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forgive me. i am sorry.

2009-12-13T10:29:00.000-08:00

:D

SO CUTE RIGHT?!?! HAHA.

anw, i am supposed to be studying but i decided to rest for a while to chat with friends online and search for cute photos :D

2009-12-13T09:45:00.000-08:00

FIRSTLY, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO BUGGER! HAHA, YOU ARE OLD NOW :P HAHAH. MORE DETAILS ABOUT WHAT I WANT TO SAY TO YOU WILL BE IN A LETTER :D HAHAH.

NICE EFFECT RIGHT? HAHAHA.

CLEANING THE ROOFTOP AFTER THE STATION GAME :(

QUANMEI WHO HELPED.

ZHENGYANG.

ADELINE GOH

AND ME :D

ME AND HUI QIN :D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY DADDY :D

MY BROTHERS, MY DAD, ME AND MY YOUNGER COUSIN.

MY COUSINS AND MY FAMILY :D

DADDDDY :D

OUR DINNER! HAHA.

recent updates:
S.O.S Camp!
successful but tiring! and yea overall, i had fun. hope that everyone enjoys the game :D more details, maybe i will write it next time.

COMMOM TEST :(
common test is tomorrow but yet i am still freaking not prepared :( sure die one loh! sad. okay, i should go back and study now. fyi, the timing is 2.00am and my paper starts at 11am tomorrow. GG to the max.

2009-11-29T21:14:00.000-08:00

TEE SZEHUI! happppy belated birthday! wanted to post on your birthday but i too tired to do so. sorry about it. anyway, i am happy that we are actually quite close now compared to last time. haha, kinda miss those times when we are always abit late for Amaths lesson! hahaha. the rest of the things i want to say can't type here. hahaha. hope you like the surprise :D
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WINTER LEAGUE! :D it started yesterday and our group was rather good? in a sense that is kind of not so serious kind. so i was still quite happy. though i didn't really did well for yesterday's match, but i still long way to go. still managed to catch one disc and put it for my team mate to catch it. was damn scared it wasn't a good put, but they said it was still okay. so i was still kind of happy? hhaha :D next week is double header. so in that case, i have to skip choir again! this totally sucks to the max. unless i take cab down or ask my bro to send me. i shall see if my bro want to send me or sponsor me to take cab :P hahahaha.

2009-11-24T07:45:00.000-08:00

I shouldn't love you
But I want to
I just can't turn away
I shouldn't see you
But I can't move
I can't look away

And I don't know
How to be fine when I'm not
Cause I don't know
How to make the feeling stop
Just so you know

Just so you know by Jesse McCartney. this song quite long time ago, but it just remind me of you.

THE CLIMB

2009-11-23T07:55:00.000-08:00

The CLimb
I can almost see it
That dream I am dreaming
But there's a voice inside my head saying
"You'll never reach it"

Every step I'm taking
Every move I make feels
Lost with no direction
My faith is shaking

But I gotta keep trying
Gotta keep my head held high

There's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be a uphill battle
Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose

Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb

The struggles I'm facing
The chances I'm taking
Sometimes might knock me down
But no, I'm not breaking

I may not know it
But these are the moments that
I'm gonna remember most, yeah
Just gotta keep going

And I, I got to be strong
Just keep pushing on

'Cause there's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be a uphill battle
Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose

Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb, yeah!

There's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be an uphill battle
Somebody's gonna have to lose

Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb, yeah!

Keep on moving, keep climbing
Keep the faith, baby
It's all about, it's all about the climb
Keep the faith, keep your faith, whoa
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not a big fan of miley cyrus. but this lyric suits me now. no matter what problems i faced, i just have to keep on moving and just keep climbing regardless how tough it is. and is the process that i should be enjoying and not the outcome. i believe all these things that i am going through now will be a good thing. cause after going through, i will grow and will not be afraid of it anymore. continue to climb and have faith.

WEBCAM SESSION :D

2009-11-19T23:08:00.000-08:00

Jei, Me and Iris :D

Iris, Jei, Me and Ying Ying :D

Me, Jei and Iris :D <3

WEBCAM SESSION WITH THE FOUR OF THEM! :D

2009-11-15T21:44:00.000-08:00

NGEE ANN POLY ULTIMATE FRISBEE :D

haha, had a match against ASCI on saturday, lost by one point though. but we have fun despite the rain. continue playing under the rain which totally make everyone go high. was playing with the mud water and people doing layout there. haha. after the match, training cancel so had lunch with npu people and went to church after that. had fun with church friends today :D

went to sentosa for recee on sunday for our church camp. wasn't successful and i am damn stress over some stuffs :( talked to kenneth on the way home and we keep laughing while eating jelly bean in the bus. haha, sounds funny but had fun on the way back.
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i hope nothing goes wrong.
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2009-11-10T00:18:00.000-08:00

decided to update my blog while waiting for pick up to start. recently have been busy with trainings, packing my room and projects :( i can hardly find a time. but is good thing too cause there are certain things i don't want to know and i don't want to think about it. the feeling totally sucks :( okay, i shall update when i got time. pick up is going to start sooon :D
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i am giving up in saving our relationship back to the way we are in the past.

2009-11-05T22:17:00.000-08:00

damn long never update my blog, is dying :( but apparently i got nothing to update. now in AEL lecture but i don't UNDERSTAND a single thing. anyway, this is random
GOODBYE = OBEY GOD. so coool lah! i was looking through some website and i found this :D hahaha. okay, i am off to play my game.

2009-10-30T08:16:00.000-07:00

say goodbye to this house where i lived since i was K2, which is around eight to nine years? this house holds full of memories. memories of my once happy family, memories of me and my brothers' birthday celebrations. i just don't like moving house. partly because of memories. but is also because i need to move EVERYTHING to my next house. which is so troublesome :( i am so familiar with this house, now i have to adapt myself to the next house. hate this feeeling.

anyway, thanks to GOODFRIEND who always listen to my ranting :D and thanks uh for always trying to tease me whenever you can! :( hahahaha. anyway, don't think toooo much!!!! :D

2009-10-23T07:43:00.000-07:00

Hees, bought this wallet from F21 :D now i am very very happy. haha.

okay, too lazy to update my blog again. but is also i don't know what to update. so here i am! :D
Firstly, thanks my secondary school friends for the lovely book as a present :D Secondly, thanks my NPU friends who gave me the board and thanks to Aaron & clique for the slipper and thanks to Joseph for the water bottle ! Thirdly, thanks to my church friends who celebrate my birthday with me. Fourth, THANKS TO MY FAMILY WHO CELEBRATE MY BIRTHDAY!! :D and lastly, thanks to everyone who wished me happy birthday :D i had a great day for this year birthday :D

school is still not bad, but i don't enjoy due to some reasons. that totally sucks okay! except today, Jei keep making laugh for the whole of EG2 lecture. had supper the other day with my mother and brother. and we had a lot of crapping that night. hahaha :D
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that day i was going home alone, and some random thoughts went through my mind when i saw a father and two daughters. at that moment, i really wish i could be a child again and got no troubles at all. just happily enjoy the life i had and be damn grateful because i have a wonderful family. was packing my room last week, and i saw my photo album which has all my childhood photo. and the only family photo i can find is when i was one years old. maybe there are more, but i can't find it. but i relly want to be back to those times where troubles have not find me yet. the next day, my brother showed me something he made and i saw a photo of me and my brothers when we were young. we were once so closed but now, we have our own paths to walk. thus, relationship between us getting further and further. now, i only wish that things can be going as smoothly as possible.
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miss you.

2009-10-16T09:22:00.000-07:00

SINYEE, SZEHUI, YUJUAN AND ADELINE! I LOVE YOU GUYS!!! THANK YOU FOR THE CELEBRATION, BIRTHDAY CAKE AND BIRTHDAY PRESENT IN ADVANCE. THOUGH I KIND OF EXPECTED WHAT I WILL GET, BUT STILL THANKS FOR THE SURPRISE. I WAS REALLY SHOCKED TO SEE YUJUAN'S PARENTS AT THAT TIME. DIDN'T EXPECT YOU GUYS TO ASK HER PARENTS FOR THE SURPRISE THOUGH. THANK YOU THANK YOU. HAHA, ALTHOUGH WE JUST MERELY HAD DINNER AT THE COFFEE SHOP BUT THAT DINNER REALLY MADE ME FEEL HAPPY. AND THANKS FOR GETTING THOSE PHOTOS AND DOING IT AFTER LESSON :D OKAY, AFTER THIS WILL BE MORE OF WHAT I WANT TO WRITE TO THEM, IS UP TO YOU IF YOU WANT TO READ.

HEY GUYS, REALLY THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR THOSE MEMORIES. THOUGH THE TIME WE SPEND IS SHORT BUT OUR FRIENDSHIP WILL JUST CONTINUE AND MORE MEMORIES. I STILL REMEMBER THE FIRST TIME I REALLY HANG OUT WITH YOU GUYS WAS BEOFORE O'LEVEL PERIOD. STARTING I WAS REALLY FEELING DAMN WEIRD STUDYING WITH YOU GUYS CAUSE I AM THE ONLY ONE STUDYING CHEMISTRY WHEREAS YOU GUYS STUDIED BIOLOGY. AND YOU GUYS WERE ACTUALLY TOGETHER SINCE SECONDARY THREE/TWO SO EVENTUALLY I FEEL WEIRD. BUT WHO KNOWS WE ACTUALLY HANG OUT TOGETHER EVEN AFTER O'LEVEL AND THE BOND BETWEEN THE FIVE OF US GROW STRONGER AND STRONGER. THOUGH IN BETWEEN THERE IS SOME UP AND DOWN, BUT WE STILL MANAGED TO GO THROUGH TOGETHER ISN'T IT? SORRY FOR ALWAYS NOT ABLE TO MEET UP WITH YOU GUYS. DON'T WORRY, I WILL TRY MY BEST TO ALWAYS MEET UP WITH YOU GUYS.
THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR TODAY CELEBRATION :D
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i wonder if you do remember my birthday. and if you will wish me.
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i was really happy that yesterday i talked to someone whom i didn't chat with him for a super long time! :D

2009-10-13T05:50:00.000-07:00

oh no, i am neglecting my blog again! tried my best to come online and blog but i am too tired and lazy to do so. now i feel like updating. haha.

Grab.Huck.Score over. GREAT JOB NPU :D though we didn't win but is the experience that is most important! we gain experience through GHS. and i was damn happy that ivan said that NPU GIRLS did improve. and one sentence said by Jordan that day "We know how it feels to lose,and we must not get used to the feeling." NICE ONE :D after GHS, went to ROO's house for mahjong! hahaaha, npu is addicted to mahjong now! hahahahaha.

Sunday, didn't went for peixun. was damn damn tired after GHS the previous day. woke up at 11am and went to church for choir, service and peixun committee meeting. after that, i took cab down to west coast park for pick up. dinner and went home after that.

Training was rather slack for those who played for GHS. RAPHAEL STEPPED MY ANKLE WHEN WE WERE SKYING THE DISC! end up i ALMOST sprained my leg but luckily is not :D but now i can't really put force onto that leg if not it will be pain :(

Was supposed to go east coast park today with ID camp people. but i was really too tired and lazy to go. SORRY GUYS that i didn't go. last minute decision to meet up with NPU people for POOL :D I WON ANDREW AND RAPHAEL! hahahha, that raphael keep saying i will lose to him but I WON :D hahaha. was damn funnnny when we were playing. went to have dinnner at market and home after :D
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5 more days but i am not looking forward to it.

One Time by Justin Bieber

2009-10-07T05:25:00.001-07:00

HE IS DAMN FREAKING CUTE!!!!!!!!!!!!

Me plus you, I'm a tell you one time
Me plus you, I'm a tell you one time
Me plus you, I'm a tell you one time

One Time
One Time

When I met you girl my heart went knock knock
Now them butterflies in my stomach wont stop stop
And even though it's a struggle love is all we got
So we gonna keep keep climbin till the mountain top

Your world is my world
And my fight is your fight
My breath is your breath
And your heart (I got my)

Chorus:

Your my One love
My one heart
My one life for sure
Let me tell you one time (girl I love, girl I love you)
I'm a tell you one time (girl I love, girl I love you)
And I'm a be your one guy
You'll be my #1 girl always makin time for you
I'm'a tell you one time (girl I love, girl I love you)
I'm'a tell you one time (girl I love, girl I love you)

You look so deep
You know that it humbles me
Your by my side and troubles them don't trouble me
Many have called but the chosen is you
Whatever you want shawty I'll give it to you

Your world is my world
And my fight is your fight
My breath is your breath
And your heart (I got my)

Chorus:

Your my One love
My one heart
My one life for sure
Let me tell you one time (girl I love, girl I love you)
I'm a tell you one time (girl I love, girl I love you)
And I'm a be your one guy
You'll be my #1 girl always makin time for you
I'm'a tell you one time (girl I love, girl I love you)
I'm'a tell you one time (girl I love, girl I love you)

Shawty right there
She's got everything I need and I'm a tell her one time
One Time, One Time
Give you everything you need down to my last dime
She makes me happy
I know where I'll be
Right by your side cuz she is the one
And girl

Chorus:

You're my One love
My one heart
My one life for sure
Let me tell you one time (girl I love, girl I love you)
I'm a tell you one time (girl I love, girl I love you)
And I'm a be your one guy
You'll be my #1 girl always makin time for you
I'm a me tell you one time (girl I love, girl I love you)
I'm a tell you one time (girl I love, girl I love you)

Me plus you, I'm a tell you one time
Me plus you, I'm a tell you one time
Me plus you, I'm a tell you one time

One Time
One Time

SAKAE BUFFET WITH NPU :D

2009-10-07T02:29:00.000-07:00

Went out to Clementi Sakae with NPU PEOPLE :D eat a lot yesterday compared to the previous time i went. Aaron and Desmond ate like 70 plates in total, that is insane! hahaha, but they managed to do it. after that, went to Roo's house for Mahjong. hahha, recently keep playing :D FUN! now i have to treat Angella, Oxy and Desmond one ice cream each cause i lost the game in viwawa! :( now i am slacking at home doing nothing. oh man, is just so boring!
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GHS on SATURDAY! excited and nervous.
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So baby I will wait for you
Cause I don't know what else I can do
Don't tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life
Baby I will wait for you
If you think I'm fine it just ain't true
I really need you in my life
No matter what I have to do I'll wait for you

MAF WITH CHURCH FRIENDS :D

2009-10-04T08:46:00.000-07:00

making circles. haha.

i was trying to write a J but after taking the photo, i realised it should be another way.

Quanmei & Me. hahaha, managed to make a HEART SHAPE :D but mine was quite ugly.

first attempt to make a heart but failed.

Wanjie & Me. She has been good to me (: thanks Wanjie.

Wanjie, Yusi & Me. hahaha, walking to another end with only ONE lantern. haha.

THE WHOLE GORUP OF US :D CELEBRATING MAF TOGETHER!

First group shot without Adeline and Meijun.

finally i decided to update my blog after so long cause now i got PHOTOS :D thats why i decided to update. Training from 10-5pm yesterday without any girls sub until the second half of the training cause Bugger had to leave early so Angella joined our group and decided to play 4-1 on the line. hahaha. first half was still quite fun, cause FIVE GIRLS PLAY AGAINST FIVE GUYS! and we managed to score one disc :D haha. after training, i decided to go church for tuanqi and joined them for MAF celebration. had fun with them and dinner with Meijun, Corrine and Issac Lim. after having dinner with them, i realised is been A LONG TIME since i had dinner with church friends. and was quite happy that i had dinner with the three of them though is only four of us :D

Today was Celebration for our church elderly who are 86 years old and above. i wasn't supposed to be going but Michelle couldn't make it for ushering. so i took over her and went there. it was quite fun and interesting! cause this is my first time attending and loooking at all the elderly, many things went through my minds. JOHNNIES, LETS GO TOGETHER WHEN WE ARE 86 YEARS OLD! HAHAHA, is so fun by that time though is still far away! but imagine we are all 86 years old and together sitting down talking and eating! hahaha. after the lunch, went home straight to change then i went to meet Zhenyan, Zhengyang and Kenneth. they celebrated Zhengyang's birthday without waiting for me to reach! :( hahaha, joking. but by the time i reached, they said they are going home -.- so Zhenyan asked me to go his house to teach him Maths instead. after eating dinner at his house, i went off to meet Meijun to pass her P.S I Love You. decided to walk Lot One and the Pasamalam :D saw Enna and Yangjek there and Corrine came down to find us. Home after that :D
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TRAINING TOMORROW! :D GHS in 6 days! i am so not prepared and don't want to screw up that competition. NPU JIAYOU :D
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Everything reminds me of you. is hard to forget.

2009-09-25T08:16:00.000-07:00

received a few messages yesterday saying that training was cancelled. so went back to sleep but after a while received a few messages saying that training resume. so woke up unwillingly to prepare myself and go for training. was late for 40mins plus plus but no punishment :D hahaha. was playing scrimmage all the way and trained our stamina by playing 3 points straight. was abit tiring but it was quite fun :D hahaha. went for lunch at kfc and that jordan keep making us laugh. intend to go ikea to buy my stuffs, but no one is free to accompany me down. i decided to go home and slack. hahaha :D

Training from 10am to 5pm tomorrow! can't go for handbell practice for 3 weeks..

confused. don't know what to do. i was happy for a moment, thinking that things might change but i was wrong. things are still the same. everytime i try to give up, something will just pull me back.

2009-09-23T07:32:00.000-07:00

This is exactly how i feel now.

Dyed my hair! but the colour was like -.- can't really see the colour. Met up with Sinyee, Szehui and Yujuan and went TOWN :D was searching high and low for a dress. but after walking around, i didn't find any. so we went back to plaza to search for one and indeed, i found one there. hahaha, so we wasted our late afternoon at town. another wedding dinner this sunday :D hahaha goooood foods :D
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TAke Me Away With You.

G-Force :D

2009-09-22T20:56:00.000-07:00

Went to watch G-Force yesterday with Rainer. met him at 1plus at my house there, and i saw JunLong(not the ID Camp one) at the bus stop. hahaha, now i know two JunLong. reached The Cathay and bought our ticket before eating our lunch. that show was nice and funnny. at the end of the show, they even have CLUBBING! haaha, me and Rainer was shocked but the show was nice :D went home after the show. then the both of us started to crap alot in the bus. we are the noisiest in the bus and in the cinema too. hahha.

now at my mama's shop waiting for her to finish her lunch and dye my hair :D hahahaha. Town after that! i am going to search for dresss later. update more when i reached home.
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is all along you, but apparently you didn't notice or sense it. and things changed. why?

Sentosa & Botanic Garden

2009-09-21T07:36:00.000-07:00

Photos not in order :D

Angella, Junlong & Me with the birthday card we made :D

Girls who went to Sentosa

Birthday Boy and the girls.

Group photo :D

Group Photo.

JunLong's Birthday Celebration :D

Me & Rainer

hahaha, i love this pic the best! :D

He made me stand the other side so that i won't look short :(

bored till we started cam-whore.

(:

Birthday Boy & Me (Rainer extra :X) haha

one proper shot. haha.

The people who stayed :D

haha, this is random!

nice :D

Max & DX came after that :)

ABBBA :D

Angella and me :D

Me and Angella :D

my uncle and his wife :D

SWEEET :D

Saturday
Woke up damn early to meet Angella at Pending Lrt to take bus down to vivocity. We are late but not the latest though. hahahaha. had our breakfast and we went in to palawan beach while waiting for the others. started to play frisbee but it rained :( so we went into the shelter to play poker cards games and had forfeits. it stopped raining in the afternoon so walk to siloso beach to play instead. the guys started to rape the guys and throw them into the sea. luckily we are girls so they didn't throw us down :D we started playing dunking game all the way till evening before we shower and went to vivocity. had our dinner at SuperDog and we went to the rooftop to chit chat while drinking. left the place at 11plus and we took bus back with JunLong to accompany him until 12am and sing him a happy birthday song :D chit chat at his house downstairs until 1plus am before taking cab home :D

Sunday
HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY JUNLONG!
Woke up at 7am to prepare myself before heading to my grandmother's place for my uncle's wedding :D had tea ceremony and photo taking :D after that, was slacking at my grandmother's place while my uncle and his wife went to the hotel to prepare themselves. fall asleep at my grandmother's place and is damn boring there. slack till 2plus, we head to botanic garden to attend the group wedding. TOTAL OF 168 COUPLES GETTING MARRIED! hahaha, then watch their performance till 7pm, we all went home. Changed and bused down to citylink mall to "fetch" Rainer after his work. was talking loads of crap on the way back. hahahaha, he started to suan me! :( haha. after that, i went off to meet JunLong to accompany him before it hit 12am. then we chit chat till 1am before i went home. hahaha.

Monday
TRAINING today. BUT THE SUN WAS FREAKING HOT AND I HAD GASTRIC PROBLEM. didn't eat anything since the previous day dinner. so i stop half way to buy something to eat. after training, i went home straight to REST :D need a lot of sleeeeeep! At night, went to Thomson Plaza to attend my Uncle's wedding dinnner. home after that :D
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Is All About You, Is All About You Baby :D
if only i know what is on your mind.

Seoul Garden & Sakae Buffet (:

2009-09-18T08:16:00.000-07:00

[Photos not in order]

i failed to irritate her :(

hahaha, cam-whore!

angella and me :D

NPU Girls that go for sakae buffet :D

Me and Angella :)

trying to make funny face.

retarded face.

i like this photo :D

ANGELLA & ME (:

the five of us :D

yujuan peeling the skins of prawn for us :D

haha :D

i love all four of them :D

:D :D :D

Seoul Garden with Yujuan, Bestie, Sinyee & Szehui on wednesday :D is been a long time since the five of us really go out together! and had a really great time with them! chit chatting, eating and taking photos! :D walked around at Ion, Wheelock Place and back to BPP to slack. home after that.

Training on thursday. was tiring as usual for me and feel like my muscle is really aching like hell. scrimmage was fun though, managed to D one disk and caught one end zone disk. after training, went to bathe and off to clementi sakae buffet :D reached there on time for the buffet to start. the moment we got in, everyone started to take the sushi and eat like we never eat before. hahahaha! we were TKSS-ing there and cam-whore! :D hahahaha. had a fun day with npu girls though is only five of us went but is still a great day with them. went to the Big Book Shop to find the stuffs for Junlong's present. and we found loads of old school materials there! HAHAHA :D went back to my place with angella and started doing the stuffs. finished doing until 11pm then angella went home.

finally finished packing my room today and result in me keep on sneezing. the feeling is so so uncomfortable. after that, meet Sinyee and Szehui for dinnner. woke up at 8.30am this morning because of NP. they sent me a message of my result which wakes me up. did ok with my modules because i didn't fail any module which i thought i will fail. went back to sleep after that until i wake up at 12plus to pack my room.

2009-09-15T08:13:00.000-07:00

woke up at 6.30am when i am supposed to meet weixun at 6.45am! so i rush like mad to prepare and was abit late. was damn paiseh cause i made weixun's parents wait for me for 5mins like that. sorrry weixun! went to fetch his friends at bukit batok and went straight to the airport. was super late for meeting oxy, julia, ivan and angella. then they went in after we reached not long ago. have a safe trip and have fun there guys :D then cabbed back to NP with enna and ivan while julia and angella trained back cause the cab uncle don't allow 5 people in the cab. sorrry bugger and angella that we ps you guys and thus, you guys have to run extra rounds. after training, went to have our lunch at kap and was watching the ACJC match during the second day of our match. and they request to watch the last point which i drop the disk :( everyone was cheering when they THOUGHT i caught the disk which apparently i didn't. then they reaction was like "WOOOOO!" then immediately "SIAN!" that kind. i was damn pissed on that day when i dropped the disk. went home straight after lunch and have my afternoon nap. recently feeel super tired and wanting to go home straight after lunch or training.

ROT at home the WHOLE DAY! first time, i don't feel like going out be it playing frisbee or meeting up with friends. just feel like slacking at home today. and i survive half my day without computer but only television! hahaaha. only get to use my comp at night when my brother was going to book in.
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Tomorrow : TOWN(seoul garden) with Yujuan, Sinyee, Szehui and Bestie.
Thursday : Training then sakae sushi with NPU GIRLS :D
Friday : PACK MY ROOM (if not i can't go training on next monday which is what my bro say) & CHECK MY RESULTS(i am so dead)
Saturday : Junlong's birthday celebration at sentosa
Sunday : Church and UNCLE'S WEDDING! :D
Monday : Training

still thinking what i should wear for my uncle's wedding. i am feeling damn happy for him :D

2009-09-13T08:38:00.000-07:00

Went for NPU TRAINING CAMP on monday till wednesday. camp was TIRING! first night, within 5mins i already fall asleep. this shows how tired i am. hahha. but second night, i took quite a while to fall asleep and on that night, me, enna and roo was super high that we keep laughing non stop and we chatted a lot that night. haha. went home after break camp and i slept till 7plus.

Recee on thursday with zhenyan, gladys, jiehan and wenhan. was quite funny and brain-storm quite a number of stuffs :D after that, accompany carlos to clementi. intially, he wanted to restring his tennis racket but he decided not to. so we ate our dinner and walked all the way to Daily Scoop for ice cream :D meet ivan there, accompany him back to clementi to have his dinner and went to his house to TKSS. haha. reached at around 11plus.

Woke up quite late on that day :P meet dawn at plaza mac then meet sinyee they all for dinner :D finally i meet up with them again. hahaha, sorry guys for always not meeting you guys. carlos called me and meet him and ivan at plaza. we started talking about alfred's birthday thingy, so we decided to go town at 9pm plus! bought his present and bused home. saw weixun on the bus, so asked him to come my house to TKSS and do alfred's birthday card. ended up, only carlos, weixun and me doing the card while ivan using my computer. but weixun and ivan left early so left me and carlos doing his card till 3am plus then he went home. THANKS and SORRY CARLOS.
only slept for four hours then went school for ASCI friendly match. didn't play well and i have to buck up! :D celebrated alfred's birthday and we made him wore FBT which is mine! hahahaha. had our lunch at market and daily scoop! after that went to plaza mac with carlos and weixun to chit chat before going home. slept till 10pm and end up i slept at 3am.

Church today. was feeeling very tired today and muscle aching like mad! went home after service and decided to go for pick up in the end. initial plan was to stay at home and rest but but.. still went for pick up. hahahaha. had dinner at west coast market and went home to put my stuffs before accompanying carlos to have his dinner at greenridge then home :D got to sleeep sooon cause tomorrow i have to wake up at 5am plus! to send weixun and oxy off to CHINA.
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after so long, i finally got the time to update my blog. because everytime i am very lazy to update =/ hahaha. wanted to update with photos but i'm using my mom's laptop to update.

2009-09-04T07:42:00.000-07:00

ID CAMP! :D

JunLong and me trying to act dao. haha. he is the one who gave me the nickname "Pocahantas" during the camp and going around telling people that is my nickname. haha.

ABBA GIRLS and JUNLONG

Me and Dx. really want to thanks him during the night walk. cause i was holding onto him tightly! haha.

ABBA GIRLS :D

ABBA including STOZER(our GL) and JUNLONG.

ABBA ABBA :D

ABBA before playing Mass Game.

ABBA ROCKS :D

ABBA WON THE FIRST PRIZE IN ID CAMP :D with ID Organisers.

Before our skit.

ABBA.

ABBA and JUNLONG.

ABBA before eating our lunch.

ABBA (BABA2)

photos for ID camp are up :D Camp was fun especially with ABBA! didn't regret for going that camp because i get to know alot of friends (: didn't want to go in the first place, but i am glad that i went for it. and during the camp i got a new nickname given by JunLong which is Pocahantas. thanks ABBA for the wonderful memories and is great to know you guys :D great job for the skit. WE SHALL HAVE A ABBA OUTING!
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training today was playing scrimmage against ACJC and we won. though we won, but i didn't played well at all, shall do better the next time. must train damn hard during training camp, i am looking forward to it! had lunch with npu people and dinner with sinyee, szehui and yujuan. I CUT MY FRINGE because everytime training my hair will keep distracting me, now is damn short. i am all ready for NPU CAMP :D after camp and today "active sideline", i got no more voice and my throat is pain.
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3 more days to NPU CAMP :D

2009-08-31T07:13:00.000-07:00

tired after one day of training and stuffs.
meet Bugger at 9am for training, but apparently we were too early for training. haha, but early better than late :D did drills and scrimmage with kranji secondary school today. i didn't play well today, didn't catch two end zone discs :( jump too fast so couldn't reach the disc. after scrimmage, had pick up with them. and off to meet Jeannie and XinLing :D wow, is been a long time since i last meet up with them. the last time i meet up with Jeannie was my last year birthday. but still happy to see them :D sorry to sinyee they all that i didn't went back to wsss :(
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Pick up tomorrow and i am off to camp :D if got time, i shall update in school with my phone. hahaha.
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On this day of your life, Jasmine, we believe God wants you to know...
... that decision is only wishful thinking until you take that first irreversible step.

You can tell yourself that you have already decided, that nothing now can stop you, but if that step backwards is so much safer than step forwards, what will hold you true to your path when the going gets tough? Sometimes, the right thing to do is to take that first irreversible step, the one after which you cannot go back. And now, for you, is one of those times.
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OH MINGHUI, I GOT UPDATE MY BLOG! hahaha.

2009-08-28T10:49:00.000-07:00

HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY! because i bought SKINS Power Sleeve :D like finally i bought it! and bought a water bottle at expo(branded warehouse sales)
but there isn't really a thing that caught my eyes except for the bag and the water bottle. but i got not enough money to buy that bag :( Desmond spent the most among us! hahaha.
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9 more days to NPU CAMP :D

2009-08-25T06:00:00.001-07:00

EXAMS ARE FINALLY OVER AND SAY HELLO TO HOLIDAY :D i can play frisbee now, go out with friends and the best thing, i don't have to wake up early :D hahaha. managed to go for a jog at Bukit Gombak Stadium with Aiting, Chien Han and Ron. woke up late from my "evening" nap and decide not to go for the jog, but aiting persuade me to go. and luckily she asked me to go, cause after running, i feel so relax :D hahaha. after that, jog home from fire station.
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i feel like closing my blog because i am damn lazy to update my blog and i got little things to update. another reason is why blog about your daily life and let others know? haha. should i or should i not? comment at my tagboard :D hahaha.
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i feel like escaping. escape from all the truth and facts that i don't wish to know. i am letting go of some stuffs that i know it is impossible.

2009-08-17T03:58:00.000-07:00

haha, i am now currently using my handphone to update my blog! :D studying at kap with quanmei, and i really don't feel like study cause i don't understand a single thing about ELTECH! :( maybe will update more later when i reach home.

2009-08-11T09:43:00.000-07:00

Sunday
Went to church for peixun but not service. cause i had lunch with my family. supposingly i am not going for the lunch because the day before, my mom asked me but i did tell her i am not going and she said ok. but end up in the morning she scolded me while driving me to church. so i ended up going for lunch with them. Brother drive me back to church to study. surprisingly i choose studying over pick ups and singopen. hahaha. but most of the time, me and aaron were talking about frisbee. hahaha, but still managed to study abit. after that, have dinner with aaron and jireh. went home after dinner to put my stuffs and went to changi airport to send my brother off who is going to Brunei for 3 weeeks. reached home at 1am plus plus.

Monday
meet up with aaron, jireh and oxy for breakfast at KAP and went to main field for throws! raphael and desmond came late. LOUSY DESMOND who came damn late! i sleep almost same time as you but still managed to wake up on time! hahha. LAYOUT DRILL :D but still didn't really managed to "master" it. shall keep on trying. Lunch at KFC then went to city hall to meet Yeesee, Joon Kiat and Ren Huai. mrt-ed to Simei and walked to Yeesee's house which is around Tampines there. JAMMING SESSION WITH THEM! hahaha, was super fun cause we sang alot of songs but i took a power nap in between. was super tired! but after that power nap, was quite energetic. hahha. dinner and home after that.

Tuesday
woke up late this morning. so decided to skip EG1 lecture. end up my mom "lecture" me in the morning asking me to stop sleeping so late the previous day. woke up at 11plus then bused down to school for ENGMEC lectures and tutorial. but didn't really manage to pay attention in class today =/ frisbee at main field after that. managed to play scrimmage today :D was damn fun and i tried layout today again. but sigh, i always layout wrongly. now my muscles damn pain :( dinner at market after that went home.
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if only.. things are so much easy for me to solve it. if only .. i can tell you the whole thing.
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but THANKS GOD for something good that happen to me recently! i guess only BUGGER knows what is it about. hahaha :D

2009-08-08T08:01:00.000-07:00

Woke up at 5.10am this morning and trained down to Sengkang with Ivan, Weixun and Oxy. was super tired on the journey to there but didn't manage to sleep cause Ivan keep talking! hahaha. Singapore Open was a nice experience for me, get to see people layout, their swings and cuts. but somehow around 11plus, i was damn tired that i took a power nap there. haha. Carlos and Bugger came and joined us after that. after everything, went to the mall to eat dinner but i only ate McFlurry. haha, trained down to Bishan then cabbed to Thomson Plaza to meet my family members and relative for my niece's one year old birthday dinner. During the journey before i alighted, Carlos keep saying weixun about china things which makes everyone laugh. When i reached Thomson Plaza, i found out that one of SPU guy is my distant relative and he is in English side! hahaha, he was at Singapore Open too. was surprised to find out this thing. hahaha, talked to him for a while and we do our own things there. Dinner was nice and chatted quite a lot with my relatives. Home after that :D i am going to sleep early tonight! my eyes can't take it anymore. shall upload my niece's photo tomorrow.

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all i wished is that things between us is going fine! i saw the message you send to me before, it just makes me more sad to see the relationship we have now. should i even tell you about this? but what if i said out, things will just changed?

2009-08-07T02:56:00.000-07:00

Yesterday went school just to attend ONE HOUR of lecture and thats all for that day lesson. so went to kismis field to do my MOL before training starts. that day training is the last training, managed to catch one end zone disc which Alfred throw. sorry to He Chen and Joseph that i didn't catch the discs which ivan they all said i can layout for both the discs, but i didn't layout for both discs. tried layout at kismis field just now after training :D but i still prefer main field. haha. skip EG1 lecture in the morning but still went school for ENPS make up lesson and EG1 tutorial. went home after that. got to prepare myself and go out again. hahaha :D
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i been thinking what is the problem between the two of us. i can feel the distant between us but i don't know why. is it me who is thinking too much? :(

2009-08-05T09:22:00.000-07:00

Went school for one and a half hour just for my EECAD LabTest which makes me very irritated about it. So end up i gave up on doing 100% so i just send teacher an incomplete one :P hahaha. went home straight after that. intend to take a nap but Kahseng sms me asking me if i want to study with them. thus, i changed and meet Kahseng in church to study. managed to study abit and did tutorials :D feel happy that i did study today. haha. tomorrow only got one hour lecture and that raymond ask me to go. have to go tomorrow cause i miss a number of lectures and Bradigto's notes is with me so i got no choice but have to go :( hopefully i will listen in class. hahaha.
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Going to Singapore Open this saturday :D then going to attend my niece's birthday party at don't know where after SingOpen. haha, anyone wants to come along?
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pray that everything is just going to be alright.

2009-08-04T08:36:00.000-07:00

There is no subsitute for hard work.

The longest journey beginds with the first step.

PERSEVERANCE is something i really need to know NOW. i really need to hang on for everything that is happening around me. thanks to friends around me who help/console me, if not i think i break down long ago. but really thanks to HIM who really "scold" and lecture me about all those stuffs. i will TRY to stop thinking so much =/ and you better remember what you promise me to stop! if not i am so going to "kill" you. haha. tml need to go back school just for that Lab test :( so irritating can? how i wished i wasn't sick that time. can't sleep till late, but i am going to rush home after the lab test to take nap and study after that. hopefully i will study. haha.
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two camps on september holiday. i am so going to cui! need to "survive" through training camp! but first, survive through exams :( ahh, how i hate exams! i hate everything that is happening now. sucks sucks sucks. worst thing is i can't sms or call out NOW! but still can receive sms and calls. this is seriously sucks! :(

2009-08-02T22:04:00.000-07:00

Saturday
woke up late for training so end up took cab down to meet Bugger cause i don't want to be late for training. End up, only 12 people were there when we reached -.- wasted my money on cab fare! :( did Go-to drill, Hucking drill and LAYOUT drill :D hahaha, layout was fun! managed to layout two time and caught one disc but i still didn't can't layout when i run. Have lunch at SIM then sentosa to meet church friends :D slack there and dinner at vivocity.

Sunday
woke up late for peixun! so end up got dad to fetch me there :D had Sister's day celebration and good job guys :D Pick ups at west coast park with aaron goh, aaron chan, jireh, weisong and oxy. Quite fun and managed to catch discs (: dinner at west coast park MacDonald and chat with them about number of things. Home after that.

Monday
i woke up late AGAIN! was supposed to meet James they all at 9.30am but i woke up at that timing -.- so rushed to prepare and bused down to meet them. Prepared our presentation stuffs and now i am in lesson waiting for my group to present but we are the last to present. bored bored bored bored. haha.
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everything is going wrong. i just don't know why :(

2009-07-31T00:03:00.000-07:00

CHEMISTRY :D i miss chemistry.
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just done with my quiz, need to do my MOL now :( exams is coming in a few weeks time but i am not prepared yet. i am so dead! i need help for ENGMEC and ELETECH. i totally don't understand what lecturers were teaching and miss a few lectures. i need to catch up alot now and chiong for exams. Trainings this few days are quite tough now, need to really train my stamina if not i will be tired after running abit.
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Menghui : updated :D you also update your blog.yea yea, i will cheer up. no worries :D but apparently i didn't get to tell you more things when i saw you.

=D : yea thanks i am alright now (: who are you anyway?

Raymond : HAHAHA, you also don't be so pissed off.

Huixian : yo stranger! :D

2009-07-29T08:53:00.000-07:00

i am very lazy to update but that kelly keep asking me to update. haha.

never think i am the person i am now. no one knows what is the real me, cause i don't show my real side of myself. is never been easy for me to be happy whenever i am with my friends because that is the only time i can be happy, friends never fail to make me laugh. but i just don't like to talk about those topics, it will just make my mood go down. i will avoid any topics related to them.
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i really wonders what you're thinking and who is the person. but i know i will never know.

2009-07-23T08:22:00.000-07:00

recover from my fever, but my sore throat is cmi now :( didn't go school today cause when i woke up, my temperature was 38plus. but luckily by afternooon, my fever is gone so went school for training. but all of them don't let me train :( so i ended up sitting down there doing nothing. haha, but at least i did went out of house better than staying at home :D had dinner with them and home after that.
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http://twitpic.com/bbvek
done by Jireh. hahaha, helping him to advertise his twitter(http://www.twitter.com/himynameisjireh) (:

2009-07-22T09:24:00.000-07:00

didn't update my blog for quite long, cause is either i am lazy or i forget what i want to update.
anyway, GOOD JOB TO CHEMISTRY AND NPU! though we didn't won any medals, but yea i konw we did improve! :D that day i didn't play quite well but managed to score one end zone disc (: now i am sick, due to saturday NP Open i think? cause starting i got no voice, but now my throat got infection which turns to cough and fever :( i hate it when i got fever and cough, cause i am feeling super uncomfortable! hopefully by tml, i will recover and can go for training cause i don't want to miss any training. Sorrry to Eewin they all that this time i am not able to go for Kbox cause of fever. anyway, NP Open photos are up on faceboook. there are more photos with samuel tan which i will take it from him tml and upload on facebook. anyway, Thanks Desmond for helping me upload those photos :D shall update more soon (:
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i wonder what you're thinking.

2009-07-14T08:23:00.001-07:00

Friday

lesson till 5pm -.- super boring!
bought my boots from Aaron (finally :D)
went Queensway with Ivan and Aaron to meet Bugger.
order Chemistry RED jeresy (: have to make one if not we don't have a common shirt cause Physics and Biology took Black and White. (and we spend quite alot of time in the shop deciding!)
went to have dinner at the nearby market and bused home with Bugger friend.

Saturday

NPU Training (but my throws on that day is cmi!)
Kap for lunch
Church for dance practice and tuanqi (:
dinner at market and talked quite a lot with Wenhan, Quanmei, Corrine and Jiamin. hahaha, all the inside jokes!

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is been a long time since i talked to wenhan! hahaha, thanks for concern friend! :D on that day i am just very tired but still thanks! :D
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Sunday

church for peixun, service and meeting. (had our first lesson with You Nan Daoshi about OT, and interesting lesson.)
had peixun meeting till 5plus.
intend to go down to west coast park for pickups but decided not to cause firstly, is quite late if i go down. Secondly, i am tired. Thirdly, i should take a break from frisbee since my muscle is still pain
so end up, meet up with Bugger and Ong then went to Ivan's house for Guitar session (but end up we TKSS more than we play guitar. haha)

Monday

was supposed to go for a run and breakfast with my brother but end up none of us woke up on time =/ haha.
meet up with James and Derrick for our CQ presentation but end up we didn't do much things.
left around 3pm to throw with Bugger before training starts.
training till 7plus then went to have dinner with NPU and home (:

Tuesday

Meet up with Eewin then go school together.
free throw after my lesson and had scrimmage!(:
dinner with Menghui, HongZhou, Bob and Raphael and home.

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FINALLY GET TO SEE THAT CRAZY PARTNER OF MINE! hahahaha, miss her so much loh. oh man, forget to give her a hug when i saw her :( but yea, we managed to talk alot of things! :D second KBOX SESSION! i didn't get to go the first time :( so second time i want to go!
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Divorced, they decided to divorce. no more turning back, though is expected but still i can't accept the fact that they are going to sign the paper. Move, someone decided to buy this house. no more chance to think that no one wants to buy and i don't have to move house. but still not sure where i am going to move to and who to follow. sigh, how i wish all these things didn't happen :( if only time can go back.
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i guess i am the one who change isn't it? is just so hard to guess what you are thinking. everytime i read your blog, i need to figure who you are talking. it seems like me, yet sometimes it doesn't. i really want to ask you about it but i just don't know how to. Bugger, you are right. i guess i need to sort things out with her. this thing can't goes on any longer. it will only become more worse if i don't solve it now. maybe i should sms you tml and talk about it.

2009-07-09T22:52:00.000-07:00

Sad, not able to online at home to blog again :( sucks sucks sucks! yesterday had scrimmage with Biology and Physics :D managed to catch one disc at the end zone but throws are not very good but very tired cause Bugger wasn't here at first, so only me and Huixian in the teams who are girls, thus cannot sub with anyone. but still managed to survive through :D played the last round with Biology and was injured while D-ing the disc. Lie flat on the ground and it was super pain at first. Sorry Minghui! i didn't know that D-ing the disc will hit into you, end up you are injured too. SORRY! :( i got a blueblack and a small cut on my forehead, so end up i have to sub with huixian and not able to play. but at least now my forehead is not swollen but is pain if i go and touch it :( sorry Minghui! went to have dinner with them and home :D mom gave me money to buy boots! hahaha, finally i am able to buy boots! :D so later after school going to meet aaron first to see if i can fit into his shoes, if can, then he will sell me. if not i am going queensway to search for one.
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is really sad to see how things between me and you had gone. we were once so close, smsing everyday since last year, ocassionally we will talk on the phone discussing regarding studies but now talking to you seeems so different. the reply you gave me was so cold that i am not used to it. how i wished things between us didn't change, how i wish the both of us can be close once again but i guess is difficult? you are having your O'level this year thus i guess you have to concentrate on your studies. Jiayou! i still rmb the course you want to go to. come Ngee Ann then next time is easier for us to meet up if we are free (:
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MENGHUI : YOU FASTER RECOVER AND COME BACK FOR TRAINING OK? I MISS YOU ALOT, is been DAYS since i last saw you and HIGH with you leh! :( now during training, no one is there to high with me. AND PLEASE TAKE CARE OF YOURSELF! DRINK MORE WATER AND REST MORE :D if you are bored, can just sms me! :D hahaha, and and you don't write so many things out in your blog mah, very malu leh! hahahhaha, but of course i remember all the small little not important things cause i am a person who will remember small little things! hahaha :D take care!

Green : don't worry, i am fine :D thanks for your concern! :D love you loads and swings soon! :D hahahaha.

Ong : Don't be so stress! relax relax. you seems super stress yesterday, relax yea :D jiayou jiayou for NP Open :D
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oh man, i should really stop thinking too much and cheer up, if not my blog will have all the emo post instead. i guess Bugger is correct, i am thinking too much le.

2009-07-08T08:40:00.000-07:00

Went school alone today cause eewin woke up late. luckily i did went to school cause today we did trial test which i think is still ok but my date was lost when i was about to send my files to teacher -.- so end up i have to redo my stuffs whcih wasted my time. After school, slack with classmates while waiting for Bugger and Desmond to come. But those guys keep playing dota -.- wonder why guys like to play dota so much? so i was super bored and start playing facebook games and my computer games. Finally Bugger and Desmond came but i still didn't start studying. hahahaha, Ong, Hechen and Jieson came and joined us. but i still managed to study abit only. haha :D went to Kismis Field to throw for a while with Desmond, Bugger and Ong then went to have dinner after that.
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how how how? recently many things happened to me and i am just so tired of this house. i wished i can just leave this house because this house is so dead. soon soon, i will be out of this house to a new environment. advantage : i can get out of this dead house, disadvantage : i don't want to leave this house which has full of memories of me and my family and move to a new environment :(
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my heart sank when i saw something, but i have to accept it. and Bugger is right, is so not worth. hahaha. Anyway, Bugger. don't worry i will be fine cause got ... hahaha, i think you know what i mean right? hahaha :D

2009-07-07T09:47:00.000-07:00

Woke up late for EG1 lecture so end up me and eewin didn't go for lecture in the morning. hahaha! but heard that lesson learned a number of things, nvm. i shall catch up soon :D after lesson went to admin field to throw but it was raining heavily, so we ended up playing poker cards while waiting and yea, we managed to throw cause the rain stops after a while :D managed to play scrimmage since yesterday i didn't get to play scrimmage but my throws is cmi :( today i don't have the motivation/mood to throw cause something happened (Bugger, you know what happen right?) but overall still ok (: had dinner with aaron, ivan, yuxuan, minghui, raphael and samuel tan. this time round, they don't talk about frisbee but they talk about dota -.- so irritating cause i know nothing about it. is a good thing they don't talk about frisbee cause everything we had dinner, everyone will start to talk about frisbee. but but they are talking about dota. one day i shall try playing and will understand why they like to play dota so much. hahaha. went home with yuxuan after that.
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There are just some things i can't blog now cause of some reasons. sucks :(
friends or enemy?
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你们要快乐要天长地久
你们没有错爱是自由
走出这扇门后至少我还有辽阔
Good luck (:

2009-07-06T08:57:00.001-07:00

(6th July)Happy Birthday to Wanjie! :D, (7th July)Happy Birthday to Brother and Carlos! :D

somehow i didn't manage to wake up on time this morning to have breakfast with my brother :( haha, he did ask me to wake up but i am just so tired to open my eyes, so i was thinking of having lunch. end up, i woke up at 12plus and realised my brother went out already. haha, prepared myself and went to Lot One to buy my concession pass(FINALLY). but was delayed due to some accidents happened at teck whye which jammed the road, so i walked from teck whye mac to lot one instead. bused down to school for training but it rained :( so have to wait till the field can be used. today didn't get to play scrimmage! biology and physics played scrimmage against each other while chemistry(my team) do mushroom and hucking drills. after drills, went to main field to do PT, ran 8 sets of 400m run which is 3.2km! is crazy and i run super slow. hahahaha. totally cmi! i must slowly speed up my stamina. had dinner with aaron chan, ivan they all and went home with carlos.
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There is always a reason why things happen in certain ways. Is time to concentrate whatever i have to do now, no point thinking about stuffs which i had done last time. i am the one who _____, no point. from now on, i shall just concentrate on Frisbee, Studies and my Church Stuffs. no other things. i don't even want to bother about my family stuffs. tired of worrying/thinking so much stuffs yet nothing works in the way i want to.
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sometimes, it just so hard to explain how i am feeling now.

2009-07-05T09:32:00.000-07:00

Today went to Bugger's church to attend her church youth sunday. their service is way much different from ours, not used to it but at least got different experience (: had lunch near their church and bused back to my church for dance practice. Bugger, thanks for the company to my church just because i got dance practice! :D after the dance practice, cabbed down to west coast park with Aaron Chan and Bugger while Jireh they all took another cab down. but sadly, when we are waiting for cab, it started raining so end up we have pick-up under the rain and the rain is on and off. after playing a number of points, it started to rain heavily so we stopped everything and went to Mac to change. had dinner with them and a long chit-chat session while waiting for the rain to stop. didn't manage to have dinner with mom and bro, so i decided to have breakfast with my brother tomorrow since he got no work and i got no school (: but most prob will be going down church to study to buck up.

we were once so close, but now, we are like strangers. i will never forget those times when we are super super close till we tell each other our problems and talking on the phone almost EVERYDAY! those memories were sweet yet short. i am sorry for all those things that happened between us. i still rmb how often we talks on the phone even during my Os period, i will never fail to talk to you. cause i know everytime we craps, it will just brighten my day whenever i am stress or i hate to study. but i am sad to see how distant we are now, the feeling is just so not right. i guess is all me isn't it? i feel damn far from you guys now :(

BUGGER, I GOT MANY THINGS TO TELL YOU TML! I SHALL TELL YOU AFTER TRAINING OK? jiayou for your attachment :D

Good luck to you.

2009-07-03T10:06:00.000-07:00

Went school for just one module only and that module is one which i hated the most :( is just so boring that i don't feel like listening, but i know i have to. receive a letter from NP about my results, pass all modules but not to my expect for one module which is EG1. stupid, i got a B+ lah :( i want a A instead but i guess i just have to work harder for the next paper.

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Finally finished reading "If You Could See Me Now", a touching book! you guys should read it. and the feeling of reading many books is back to me now. going to chiong my books now :D

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my brother is bringing me to watch STOMP this october and he is paying for me :D hahaha, first time he will asked me this kind of question! thanks bro (: anyone wants to join me and my brother? hahaha. but i still not sure who is going with us.

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Changed. you have changed. and is fast! didn't expect it but i just have to accept it that you have changed. good luck to you. i should just stop bothering what you are going to say.

i just can't stand the way you behave, it just turned me off! and i don't even bother about you now.

2009-07-02T09:50:00.000-07:00

ROO! HAPPY BIRTHDAY :D haha, you are 18 now, can do many things le. hahaha, but still hope you like the surprise and the card we made for you :D (photos will be uploaded soon)

Got back my ELETECH paper and ENPS practical paper, passed both :D i am happy enough though i didn't really score well. but at least i don't have to retake the paper. haha. now left with ENGMEC and EG1 paper, have to wait till next week then can get back these two papers. hopefully i can pass both :D
Had training today and played scrimmage. but sadly to say, i did quite badly this time round. i didn't do alot of cuttings :( got to brush up my cuttings. though aaron said i did improve compared to my previous matches, but this time i was kind of pissed off with myself. but was ok after a while. had a surprise birthday celebration for Roo but she somehow know cause she saw us lighting up the candles. hahaha, but overall, hope she like this celebration we had for her (: went to KAP for dinner and chatted with Bugger Friend, MingHui and YuXuan while Angella went off to talk with the others and chatted a couple of things till 10 plus. went home with Yuxuan after that. Thanks Yuxuan! (: Ong, thanks for your concern about me looking super sians at Mac, but no worries, i am fine. HAHA, maybe i was just too tired thats why i gave that face. haha :D
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Good luck to all O'level students who are taking their Chinese oral. Jireh, don't stress! relax and leave everything to God cause He definitely had plans for you :D haha.
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whatever, everything becomes my fault again. i am just so tired of everything now. i shall not bother anymore. i shall just leave everything to God cause i know He will never leave me alone (:

2009-07-01T00:33:00.000-07:00

As requested by Angella, she wants me to write post specially to the five of them(Julia, Kelly, Roo, Angella and Jessica), so i am here to post since i am in the library alone and i am bored now! haha.

[in alphabetical manner]
Angella
HEY YO! hahaha, didn't expect myself to be close with you cause you said i very dao! but i am not ok? haha, is just because that day i still don't know about you guys but you guys were talking about the ASCI match thing, so i sat down there keeping quiet and listen to you guys talking. hahaha! anyway, seriously thanks for being there for me, listening to my craps and giving advices when i am lost. THANKS :D though sometimes, i didn't heed your advices but most of your advices are goood! and also lets train our throws together. you train your backhand, i train my forehand :D && rmb your cutting also. hahaha. but really thanks for being such a goood friend! :D i appreciate your help :D thanks! you can come find me whenever you need someone to talk to. though i am not good at giving advices but i will still be there for you to talk to :D

Jessica
Hey hey! though we seldom saw each other and talk, but thanks for your concern :D you know what i mean right? hahhahaa! i didn't expect that but was quite surprise. thanks loads for always helping me in certain ways like giving me some bible verses. really want to thank God that i got you to help me in such a way esp growing sipritually :D thanks JESSICA! (sorry that your part is abit short, as time goes by, it will get longer when we talk more yea?) && JIAYOU for your homeworks! CONCENTRATE :D

Julia
BUGGER FRIEND! haahaha, see i am so good to write for you too! actually i don't intend to write for you de =/ but you are the law, so i must write for you. HAHA, kidding kidding. if not later you use the law, i sure die. hahaha. Thanks Bugger Friend for always listening to my problems and helping me too, really appreciate that! :D remember you always got me to talk to whenever you got any problems! i will be there for you if you need me :D Really thank God that i got you as my Bugger Friend esp when we always shared our christian lifes which i guess it helps both of us to grow together (: jiayou for your attachment yea? endure for another week plus then yay, no more attachment at the moment :D hahaha, but i guess everything is going well now yea? haha. jiayou jiayou! :D && we should really think of a name instead of naming each other Bugger Friend. hahah!

Kelly
YO MY CRAZY PARTNER! hahaha, you are always the one that will go high with me! and haha, is a great thing knowing you :D everytime we meet, we definitely go high de, which is a goood thing for both of us yea? haha, you know what i mean :D anyway, thanks for helping me that period of time esp when i have a few problems and sorry that time i keep asking for help and resulted you being in a "sandwich" position, so sorry. but still i am happy that we bond during camp and got closer with one another :D since last weeek i didn't get to see you leh, COME FOR TRAINING! I MISS YOU LAH. YOU BETTER COME THIS THURSDAY, if not i ask the "law" to punish you. hahahaha! come for training then we can high together again :D anyway, jiayou for your attachment! and and you seems quite stress? i don't know but reading your blog gives me that thought. haha, but still CHEER UP :D

Roo
ROO ROO ROO! hahaha, thanks for that period of time which you gave me a number of advices and somehow talked to me till my mind is clear. thanks loads :D though we might not be super close but still i am glad i got you as my friend cause you are the one of them who will cheer me up when i am sad or lost. and thanks for listening to me that time! oh oh and thanks for cooling me down last thursday. i really went home and think alot and yea, what you said made sense. i get what you mean and i am striving for it now. thanks ROO :D haha, sorry i don't know what colour you like so i use my favourite colour instead =/ haha.

2009-06-30T19:22:00.000-07:00

Yesterday
i went to school early in the monring then we find out that our EG1 lesson is cancelled :( thus, we slack for two hours in school so eat our breakfast while waiting for time to pass. Attended 45mins of practical lesson and home. conclusion, i went to school just for a 45mins of practical lesson :( Afternoon lesson(ENGMEC) and EG1 were cancelled for one whole week. so this week my lessons all ended quite early :D happpy! hahaha, went home to rest for a while then back to school for FRISBEE :D throw and play scrimmage! this time i play still quite not bad, was quite happy with myself for some throws and some puts. but not all my throws. went to have dinner with aaron, jireh, angella, sheryl, desmond, hongzhou and alfred. chat alot with jireh while aaron they all sitting another table to chat about frisbee stuffs. hahaha. end up i reached home around 11pm.

i shall update more about today later. && i hate EECAD :(

2009-06-29T07:45:00.000-07:00

School reopens :( IS module=boring, as usual. but next two mondays i don't have to go school for IS :D cause lecturer going for re-service! hahahaha, but still have to meet up my group members to do our CQ and go school for training. this week don't have ENGMEC! which means i can go home early tml.
Training for today was on and off due to the stupid weather! but we still managed to play scrimmage today! :D fun game cause today i managed to try playing mid and D a disc :D went to eat dinner with them and went home after that. Ong, thanks for helping me today (:
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Angella, i shall post it in the next post cause now i am very lazy to write so many things now. hahaha (: and and is definitely a NO and a FORVER THING to that question you ask when we are on the way to market.
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Today the house agent people came my house again to look at the house and i just simplyhate it. my mood totally went down and somehow start to give my mom attitude by replying her in a very monotone. i can't help it but i just hate it cause this means i have to move out of this house in a shorter period of time :( i don't want to move cause this house had a lot of memories with my family. all the happy times, all the quarrelling, all the laughters happened in the house. never will i forget those happy times, those sad times. and also moving house means i have to be separated with my brothers, we will no longer be staying together in the same house unless i follow them. but i don't think i will. i have to make a choice, but i don't know how to and i don't like it too :( don't ask me where am i going to move to, cause i don't know anything.
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Draw me close to You
Never let me go
I lay it all down again
To hear You say that I'm Your friend

You are my desire
No one else will do
'Cause nothing else could take Your place
To feel the warmth of Your embrace
Help me find the way
Bring me back to You

You're all I want
You're all I've ever needed
You're all I want
Help me know You are near

2009-06-28T07:36:00.000-07:00

Photos not in order, cause my blogg screwed up :(

first attempt of self-timer (:

we success in self-timing but they say i look like i am taking passport photo :(

CJC AND NPU GIRLS! :D

CJC AND NPU :D

NPU AND CJC :D

Bugger Friend!

Julia LAW and me :D

(: if you realised, my hair looks damn weird! :( *bad hair day*

My Bugger Friend just like to take photos~ hahaha.

Starbucks! :D

tried taking photo with the table blocking us. hahaha.

Guitar session at Bugger Friend's house :D that is ivan and julia playing.

(:

Bugger Friend :D

Starbucks after break camp on last friday.

Menghui, Julia and me :D

the five of us who went to starbucks to slack!

Julia, Angella and me (:

We look like we are being forced to take photo. haha.

Girls who went for camp. Julia and Roo bullied me by covering my face :( angella covers her own face. hahaha.

Formal Photo (: hahhaha!

Pikachu! :D

NPU GIRLS who went for camp. but a few came after that :D

Me, Huixian and Julia. Girls in pick-up team.

our team for pick-up match (:

the girls remained the position whereas the guys moved. haha.

*finally my blog got photos to update!*

my whole holiday is somehow occupied by frisbee (: learned new stuffs and my forehand at least now is so much better than my previous ones which makes me seriously happy.
Monday had trainings, Tuesday had free throw,
Thursday had scrimmage against CJC, though our team lost to them, but it was a great experience after all :D some things happen in between but was solved after that. thanks God (: stayed back after training to have a short drills with a number of them. and not bad, it was quite fun. haha, they just keep making fun of weixun, poor him! haha, went to lot one after to catch Transformer 2 but tickets sold out :( so we ended up eating dinner and a short chit chat session at Lot One. sorry Menghui we didn't join you guys cause you guys at town plus is too far for most of us, so didn't go find you guys. next time alright? :D
and Friday had a free throw again. only a few of us went down to throw, but didn't get to throw much cause football players need to use the field :( met up with Sinyee, Szehui and Yujuan at night! hahaha, as usual, we crapped a lot! hahahaha :D
Wednesday meet up with Bugger Friend to "study" but end up we talked a lot instead of studying. we talk about many things and is amazing that we shared with each other about our christian lifes :D hahaha, now i know yours and you know mine :D and we started taking pictures before we leave.
Saturday, went to church for handbell practice and dance practice for youth sunday :D
Today, went to morning service with Xuemin, Jinghui and Kenny! hahaa, my first time attending morning service. then went for peixun which is quite interesting! hahahaa. the daoshis do all the stuffs today, so me and zhengyang are free today (: went off to clementi to meet Bugger Friend then trained down to Sengkang to meet Ong and Desmond to watch ivan's match. the whole frisbee matches stop due to lightning and thunders. so change of plan, after eating lunch, all of them come my house to play guitar instead (: ivan teached desmond to play guitar whereas me and Bugger Friend used my comp most of time. hahaha. nice guitar session :D Bugger Friend just made me play my guitar again! :D

Tags Reply
Gabz : of course i can get sunburnt lah, if not why i said i got sunburnt?

Menghui : hahaha yes yes :D nice one nice one! cannot too high!! hahhaha. you have tan lines also what! hahaha. i blog le! :D still got photos this time leh! :D see you tml if you are going for training (: haha, i yesterday tried to update but can't so i update today instead :D

Quanmei : YO YO! GREEN NICER THAN YELLOW :D hahahha. anyway you very LONG never tag my blog liao loh! :(

Wanxuan : hahahaha! cannot don't go under sun, my training will definitely go under the sun de. hahhaah :D i will put sun block, no worries! :D

Julia : HAHAHA Bugger! you are self-entertaining yourself again! hahahaa :D

passerby : hahaha, yea i know. anyway, you are?

Angella : I JUST UPDATED! :D HAHHAA. and thanks for all the photos :D && THANKS FOR BEING SUCH A NICE FRIEND! hahahha :D but seriously thanks thanks :D
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whatever you do will just irritate me more instead.

2009-06-24T08:09:00.000-07:00

will not updating my blog for a while, cause my house got no internet (:
will update my blog when house got internet :D

2009-06-19T08:24:00.000-07:00

I AM BACK FROM CAMP!! BUT I GOT SUNBURNT! HAHA, is pain but then i want tan lines :D camp was quite fun and bond with group members too (: didn't really get to sleep well but the loft's room is nice. we girls managed to bond with each other! :D correct anot Menghui? hahaha.
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you don't understand how i am feeling now, i know is my fault that i didn't tell you how i am feeling now. but i just need time. and SORRY MY FAULT FOR SPOILING YOUR DAY! everything is my fault, i am sorrry.

GREEEEN! FASTER COME BACK FROM KUKUP TRIP! I WANT TO TALK TO YOU! I GOT A LOT OF THINGS TO TELL YOU :( I NEED YOU NOW! :(

everything is just so screwed up, damn this whole thing! seriously, i just hope that everything will just stop as it is so that i won't be so stressed and troubled. SUCKS! i am so sick and tired from everything. Angella, sorry for always troubling you! but still thanks for the time when i rant about everything and you are so understanding.
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU :D

2009-06-16T09:21:00.000-07:00

JASMINE IS AWAY TO FRISBEE CAMP FROM TML TO FRIDAY! :D SO I WON'T BE UPDATING MY BLOG. WILL UPDATE WHEN I AM BACK FROM MY CAMP :D

2009-06-15T07:40:00.000-07:00

Do YOU understand the meaning of secret?
The definition of SECRET :
"something that is or is kept secret, hidden, or concealed. or a reason or explanation not immediately or generally apparent."

when you promise someone not to say out a secret, would you even say out? no right. for me, i will not even say to someone who you care most. that is why i called it is a secret.
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Was talking to corrine and my 1st brother about this topic. and corrine tells me this
"God does runs our life, He plans for us everything. But He also let us choose whether we want to do according to His will. Is all about your willingness. But whatever it is, we will still ending up doing His will." and i somehow agree to this. Indeed, He plans our life for us and of course He has the reasons for everything that He plan. He moulds us through all the trials and problems in our life, if one has a smooth life, he will never know what is pain. In John 3:15-16 says "that everyone who believes in him may have eternal life . For GOd so loved the world that he gave his one and only So, that whoever believes in him shall not perish but have eternal life.", that is our blessing for sure. Everyone has different life, how can you said that God is biased towards them? He has his own reason why someone is pooor, whereas the other one is rich, but who knows, the someone who is born poor will be rich in the future or maybe he is happy with his life, cause he has less things to worry or maybe he will be the most famous person? no one knows except God. God definitely have greater plans for the someone. and God knows that each one of us has different gifts, someone who is very poor can be the one who plays violin wells and tour everywhere for his own concerts? so conclusion, He is definitely not biased towards anyone, is just what He plans for everyone.

After debating with my brother and talking with corrine about it, i then realised how weak my faith is and i admit that :(

2009-06-12T10:11:00.000-07:00

FINALLY HOLIDAYS ARE HERE!!!! YAY! HOLIDAY = NO LECTURES FOR TWO WEEKS!! hahaha, happy! :D don't have to drag myself up just to go for lectures! but have to drag myself up for trainings. hahaha (: i don't mind waking up early to go for training and school to meet friends but not lectures! HAHAHA. i watched three movies in one weeek! this is like crazy lah, spending $$ this few weeeks, so i am kinda broke now. MINGHUI YOU THIS SMALL MUSCLE, YOU SHUT UP LAH, STOP SAYING I AM BROKE OK? IS JUST NOT ENOUGH MONEY!! hahahaha!
Random #1 : ABSOLUTE BOYFRIEND IS SHOWING NEXT FRIDAY ON CHANNEL U!!! CUTE AND HANDSOME GUYS!!!! HAHAHAHA, that show is nice!!! :D
Random #2 : my blog is lack of pictures, but i am lazy to transfer my pictures to computer and upload it. haha, will upload soon! look forward to it bah :D

MENG HUI: HAHAHA, SEE I SO GOOD RIGHT, REPLY YOU THROUGH MY BLOG. MUST FEEEL HONOURED YOU KNOW? NOT MANY PEOPLE GET THIS EH! hahaha, YOU YOU YOU, BETTER STOP EMO-ING AH! come on, cheer up. if you don't, i will make sure you laugh until you feel tired!! haha, five thanks not enough :( haha, kidding kidding! && SEE, I KNOW WHAT COLOUR YOU LIKE!! HAHAHA. cheer up alright? anything can just come find me :D

Holiday packed with many things.
15th June : Sentosa Trip with Peixun Committee (leaving half-way)
17th-19th June : Frisbee Camp! plus sentosa trip with NPU (:
20th June : West Coast Park (tuanqi)
22nd, 23rd, 25th, 26th June : AYG stuffs.
no time for me to go out with friends :( but i got to fork out time for them!

Sinyee, Szehui, Yujuan and Adeline Bestie : Sorry for not able to meet up! will meet you guys for dinner soon :D sorry sorry.

2009-06-10T06:03:00.001-07:00

Everything has come to an end, the relationship betweeen the both of them ends with a fullstop. nothing else can save this relationship no matter who says anything. everything will just remain as it is, friends and family members have no say. what more can i say? the guy bears to do something really heartless but the girl can't do anything except crying and saying THIS GUY IS HEARTLESS. i never expect this thing will ever happen on me, but sad to say, it did. and i hate all this that is happening.
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i am sorry, other than sorry, i don't know what else to say to you.

2009-06-08T08:52:00.000-07:00

here to update just to REPLY TAGS :D

Adeline : HAHAHA, YES WE SHALL MEET UP SOON, MAYBE THIS WEEEK?

Angella : WALAU! how can you say that?! YOU BROKE MY HEART!! HAHA.

Szehui : heh?! didn't you just saw me on saturday? you are weird! HAHA.

Gabriel : heh?! you another weird one.hahaha.

Kelly : HAHAHA, still dare to say? nvm, i also slack de =x i tried to study but nothing goes in! HAHA. is a guy! haha. was super blur when i first read that tag. don't know what you talking about! hahaha. AND YOU BETTER GO AND TELL YOUR DOCTOR ABOUT THE LEAVE OK? YOU BETTER COME FOR THE CMAP IF NOT I WILL NEVER TALK TO YOU! hahaha, kidding kidding! :D
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TO ANGELLA : hey hey, don't worry about me. i will be alright. thanks for being there for me whenever i am super super troubled! THE NEXT TIME WE GO OUT, I WILL STILL BE THAT HIGH/CRAZY ME :D HAHA, SHOPPING TRIP SOOON!

TO GREEN : GREEEEN! no worries, i know what you mean and you concern about me. i will THINK about IT and tell you the answer sooon! wait for my answer alright? HAHAHA. thanks for helping me and giving advices too :D lets have another chit chat session sooon like that day alright? THEN WE CAN TELL EACH OTHER MORE THINGS! HAHA, anyway, take care of yourself when you are in MALAYSIA alright? same goes to the rest who are going! :D sad, i can't join you guys :( hahaha, come back with stories and tell me!! hahhaa, have fun too :D
P.S : this is weird! haha, i called you GREEN but i put pink/purple for you! HAHA.

Watched Hannah Montana today with Green and Corrine. that show is not bad for me i guess? sound abit childish watching that show, but we watched it! HAHA. bought a number of stuffs(earrings, short, socks and a ring!) today :D hahaha, NOW IS GSS! SHOPPING SHOPPING! :D which means have to spend money again :( i been spending money like crazy for this few weeks on FOODS and some funny stuffs. hahaha. shall control myself now!
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i am sorry.

2009-06-07T07:04:00.000-07:00

LISTEN TO THIS SONG! IS NICE :D TITLE: LET US EXALT HIS NAME TOGETHER

2009-06-04T23:43:00.000-07:00

I can't stand the way you act, the way you speak, the way you trying to potray yourself! stop it, seriously! don't try to act as if you know us and stuffs. you are just so irritating and always repeating the same things you just said -.- plus stop acting as if you are super cool by doing that. IS TOTALLY NOT COOL AT ALL!
sorry for this paragraph but i just can't stand the way he acted.
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i hate studying :( studying = make me tired! hahhaa, update more later :D

[Edit]
back home but i didn't manage to study anything today :( tired plus lazy to study. HAHA :D went to sumo house to have dinner today and managed to meet up with sinyee and szehui the two crazy girls. chat alot with them and talk loads of funny crap. glad i managed to meet them at least just for a while :D Bestie and Yujuan, WE SHALL MEET UP REAL SOON ALRIGHT? hahaha (:

2009-06-03T10:28:00.000-07:00

HAHAHAHA, i am just so lazy to blog!! but people keep bugging me to update! :( thus, i am here to update my blog :D

went to school today for nothing -.- cause i have sign my checkpoint for today module. so those people who went to school today is to sign their checkpoint. which ended up i waste mt 1hour plus in school slacking! :( woke up early for nothing. but i still managed to take my evening nap for 2hours! hahaha, that is the reason why i am blogging at this timing(1:32am). hahaha.

next week is our common test le! is super fast :( i seriously need to get down and study instead of slacking around and plaing frisbee! can someone just NAG at me? haha, is been a long time since someone nag at me when common test/exam is near. time flies really fast. this is my 7th week in Ngee Ann Poly! no more frisbee trainings for two weeks is super weird. kind of used to going for trainings every monday and thursday at Kismis Field and every Tuesday at admin field to throw. now have to wait till next next week, we then resume our trainings which is Camp :D my first camp in Ngee Ann Poly. hahaa.

haha, i got nothing else to update liao, shall update soon with loads of things :D Angella, i update my blog liao! hahaha.

2009-05-30T08:03:00.000-07:00

Jasmine Drinking Jasmine Green Tea. by the way, i am not stoning which i think i look like i am.

Went to study with Angella and Grilled Chicken today but it turns out that no one get to study a single thing! They were busy playing their games -.- managed to do some maths question only :( my aim was to do finish my maths homework. but was stuck half-way so i decided not to do. HAHA. went to eat dinner with Grilled Chicken and that ANGELLA DON'T WANT TO EAT WITH US BECAUSE SHE SAY SHE TOLD HER PARENTS SHE IS GOING HOME TO EAT! BLEH~
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some things are better to be left unsaid, is not always good to know everything. but your mind and heart will keep bugging you to ask that particular person about everything yet you are scare to ask. i wonder what is on your mind, i wish i can read your mind..
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no more frisbee trainings till camp which is like three more weeks to camp :( and common test is coming, i am so not prepared :(

2009-05-29T09:20:00.000-07:00

i don't really intend to update my blog today. but i still decide to update thought i am tired and having muscle aches again -.-

yesterday training was a quite good, but not sure why i think that yesterday warming up isn't as good as monday's warming up. && my throws are totally CMI! my backhand is bad, my forhand is WORST! I GOT TO TRAIN WELL MY FOREHAND AND MAINTAIN MY BACKHAND! and i didn't stretch well during cool down. end up i have cramps when i reached home. AND MY EVIL BROTHER LAUGH AT ME WHEN I AM IN PAIN! :( ok, i still hate having muscle aches!! but i have to get use to it :D
Random thought : i think i commit too much time into Frisbee, i shall start to chiong for my studies next week before my common test! :D
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I AM SO PISSED WITH MYSELF TODAY! everything screwed up :( sorry!
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JESSICA, I LOVE YOUR May 28th BLOG POST ON THE BOY AND THE FATHER! i was touched, and remind of me that i need to get closer with my Father.
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Random song lyric :
不用等你开口先说我爱你(我爱你)
在那之前想对你说我愿意(我愿意)
你不必问你也不必等
这一刻就值得爱到永恒

我该如何让你明白我爱你(我爱你)
在那之后你点头说我愿意(我愿意)
想照顾你想守护着你
这一刻只想把你抱紧

2009-05-26T23:36:00.000-07:00

HAHA, i am in the school library UPDATING my blog :D later going to church for some stuffs, shall not reveal anything now :D
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There are times i wished i can read people's mind especially those friends i know and i care alot cause sometimes i just wonder what they think about me.. but yet at the same time i am scare to know what they think of me, what if it is negative?
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Heard some things i shouldn't have know.. and my heart just sank.
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[Edited]
Why is this thing just so complicated? I really wish i know what you are thinking and not just what you told me. is been a long time since i have this kind of feeling.. and this feeling just simply SUCKS! how i wished i don't have to care about all those stuffs and be happy. but i know i can't. When i get to know about certain things, i will wish that i don't know such stuffs. some things are just way beyond my control.
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haha, today was quite pissed off when i do my EECAD stuffs.. but managed to solve it :D Common test is just two weeks later and i totally not prepared for the tests. ANGELLA, LETS GO OUT FOR STUDY AT STARBUCKS ONE DAY OK! HAHAHA. some things happen in my daily life will make my day better :D oh no, my blog become more and more emo! haha, no worries, i am not :D i am still the happy ME :D
Common tests coming = Holiday Coming!! = Frisbee Camp Coming = AYG Volunteering.
my holiday is packed with many stuffs.
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2009-05-25T08:32:00.000-07:00

Today had Frisbee Training. training as usual but i didn't really train much as my thigh is injured, couldn't really walk properly :( but don't worry i will be fine! :D played match today! match is quite fun, managed to get the disc and throw. haha, normally i won't get the disc cause i couldn't find anywhere to stand and get the disc. haha, and i am happy cause ian and alfred say i throw not bad during the match. thanks thanks. will continue to improve :D hahaha.
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had a slight quarrel with my brother just now. this is simply sucks! sorry that i always make you angry :( was feeling quite sad when i told him about my family. i almost cried, but i didn't. mange to hold back my tears.
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recently, i got nothing else to update except for frisbee training.. hahaha :D have been training alot this few weeks. will update soon if i got something else to blog. suddenly, i lost the feeling of blogging.
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Thank you :D not sure if you know is to you, but yea, Thanks :D (slowly guess, i am evil not to tell anyone who is it to)

i dare not pin too much hopes on that, because i am scare the higher i pin my hopes, the more disappointed i will get. i am scare that all those are just so fake :( which i hope it is not! alright, no more emo jasmine :D i will be fine.

2009-05-23T10:48:00.000-07:00

I AM BORED!!! HAHAHA, yesterday went to eat dinner with Grilled Chicken(GC) at Long John Silver. Very stress eating with him, cause he keep asking me to sit straight while eating. hahahaha.
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i just don't understand why you are so affected over such minor thing. come on?
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update soon :D my leg muscle is so pain that i can't straighten my leg! :(

2009-05-21T23:52:00.000-07:00

Yesterday went for Frisbee training, and training for me is like ?! we run 8 rounds of the field.. basically yesterday we keep RUNNING AND RUNNING! which make me go crazy and totally don't feel like talking. was quite pissed off by certain thing during training, went for dinner with Angella, Yuxuan, Gabriel, MingHui, Boon Peng and Weemun. thanks to Yuxuan and Minghui for making me laugh when i am having my dinner. HAHA, which make my day go better though is already night time. don't know what happen, i don't really eat much now like i always can't finish my meal and have gastric pain everytime. i hate gastric pain! it makes me feel so uncomfortable :(
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after all, i am still happy :D my friend know what is it about. hahha :D

2009-05-18T08:01:00.000-07:00

YAY! MY FRISBEE IS HERE :D BUT OF COURSE IS NOT THIS DESIGN! THE ONE I BOUGHT IS NICE! :D I JUST SO LOVE MY DISC!! :D :D :D
today training consider not bad! but due to not feeling well, didn't really enjoy it. and and things just don't go really well for me i guess. and today my throwing is super bad! YES, SUPER BAD! :( and cool down session is totally ?! do two sets eh! I BET TOMORROW I WILL HAVE MUSCLE CRAMPS AGAIN! ahhh, just hope i can just faster used to it and no more muscle cramps! :D
ANGELLA SEE HERE, I LOVE YOU LOADS!! seee, i mean it ok?! hahahahhaha. our gossip day - SATURDAY :D hahhaa!
AND I AM JUST SO IN LOVE WITH PLAYING FRISBEE NOW :D HAHAHA. frisbee is fun! you people should just play it! :D
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I am just so confused! confused over everything! i don't understand what you are thinking.. this just simply sucks! sucks sucks sucks sucks! now i just feel like going up to a hill and SHOUT ALL I WANT AND VENT EVERYTHING OUT!
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sometimes i wonder why is there such people in this world? this world is just so unfair. and it just seems like the good people don't get what they want, but the bad people get whatever they want. why is the world so unfair? sometimes things happening around me just makes me feel like running away from every problems. but running away just don't seems to solve the problems but i just can't find someone to really talk to.. the one who i always talk to when i have problems is busy with her schoolworks. so i don't feel like disturbing her. sighh, i shall just let nature take its course.
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time just going too fast!! is like MAY NOW?! last 5 months, i was rotting at home for days and going for work in the afternoon and thinking is still long for school to start, but now is like the 5th week of school? and four more weeks, i am taking my COMMON TEST! which is like ?! oh man, i am still adapting to Poly Life. currently still not used to it. and TOMORROW I GOT QUIZ BUT I DID NOT STUDY! i am just so lazy to open the book and read! HAHA, shall study tomorrow morning! :D

Random Sentence : "There is always a rainbow after the storm!" :D haha, i just randomly thought of it when i feel bored in class looking at this photo.

2009-05-17T08:10:00.000-07:00

I AM LIKE ALMOST TIRED EVERYDAY DUE TO LACK OF SLEEP! hasn't been sleeping enough lately thus my pimples come out! arhh, and i hate it! sad sad :(
I AM HAPPY BECAUSE I AM SELECTED FOR AYG! like finally?! hmmm, just because i am 17 this year, they don't allow me to join? thus i have to appeal. but luckily my appeal is successful. SO I GET TO SEE THE PEOPLE WHO IS PARTICIPATING FOR THE AYG! HAHA, WHO KNOWS THERE ARE HOT/CUTE GUYS? haha, joking.
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was super stress today out of a sudden, like the feeling of stress just find me :( hence, went to talk to friends and different friends give different advices! i am super confused on who i should listen now :( both friends are equally important to me. but i am just so scared.. and i seriously super confused and lost. is been a long time since i had this feelings. the mixture of happiness and sadness. i just hope everything will just go smoothly!
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had our first meeting today for this year church camp! dates confirmed, and i have to pon school if needed. ahh, i am like going to pon school for many things. AYG, Church camp etc etc. but i scared crash with loads of things.. shall see how things go.
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random lyrics that i feel like posting!
我一直都在你身後等待
等你有一天回過頭看我
我的笑送給你希望你快樂
妳的難過都給我
關於你的一切我都好好收藏著
我一直都在你身後等待
等你有一天能感覺到我
就算我再你世界渺小像一顆塵埃
我也會給你我所有的光和熱

Why do I keep running from the truth
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And I just got to know

2009-05-15T00:27:00.000-07:00

HAHA, currently in school having leson! my first time blogging in school, is because i finished my revision but i have to wait for others~ hmm, i am so happy that now i am more close to some of the frisbee players :D thanks God! starting i was super scared that i won't like make many friends, then i will be super quiet. but who knows, now i talk to many of them! :D yesterday had dinner with them and is a fun time! hahaha, talk alot of things with them. training is super tiring :( my muscle now is still pain loh! sighh, have to get used to it sonner or later. and and i becomer tanner AGAIN!!!!! sad sad, i just become a bit whiter but nowi become tanner cause of frisbee training! oh man.. sad sad, but i still like playing frisbee :D i want to be a good player! so i have to train train :D wahahaha, alfred say my forehand is better than the first time i came in, i just have to maintain that angle and the flick! hahaha, happy :D JASMINE IS GOING TO TRAIN HER FOREHAND WELL! :D ahhh, lesson is so boring!! i feel like sleeping every lectures! especially ELETECH! that module is like.. difficult and is very difficult to understand what she is saying.
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I AM HAPPY BECAUSE LATER I AM GOING TO MEET SINYEE, SZEHUI, YUJUAN AND BESTIE. is been two weeks plus since i last saw yujuan!! and i think bestie tooo. haha, met sinyee and szehui the other day le. so actually don't feel like meeting them today =x hahaa, i was just joking. how can i not meet them esp i only see them once a week! happy happy.
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~~i think i found you..~~

2009-05-08T09:29:00.000-07:00

i always thought i accept that fact since 2 years ago. but until today, i realised i can't. that fact tends to bug me whenever i am super content with my life. i just don't have the courage to face that fact or rather i don't want. i always thought things is fine like this, but simply problems keep coming. i HATE it! :( i find it so difficult to talk to my bro nowadays. he is just so busy with his things. he is equally/more stress than me. how can i talk to him like this when i know he is stress enough with his own problems.
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disappointed! i am just so disappointed with you guys. seriously, i am just so sick with this arrangement. i shall not elaborate more. i don't want any problems to come in between.
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on the other hand, i am happy with my CCA except for the PT =x or maybe i too long never exercise le. hahaha, so came out with a plan which is go jogging/running with kahseng every wednesday :D wahaha, i want to train my stamina back! i can run last time, but not now. my stamina drop to the max! starting of training is just so tough, have to keep training my forehand! my forehand is just so lousy.. make new friends in Frisbee too :D happy.
MUSCLE CRAMPS PLUS BLUEBLACKS :( PAIN!